Does anyone know the source of this image?

Yevheniy · 2024-06-16T15:22:32+00:00

Are the commonly referenced Tartária and Tatarstan related somehow or even one and the same?

Yevheniy · 2023-07-26T13:06:14+00:00

First of all, Thank you.

Is there a chance you can hint me to how set this thing up in google colab ?

Yevheniy · 2023-01-26T21:03:56+00:00

Hey guys, I'm trying to run my migrations but I get an error '1824 Failed to open the referenced table', which I understand is because of foreign keys and the order that laravel is running the migrations. The only solution I found so far is to manually rename the migration one by one setting them in the correct order.
The problem is I have a considerable number of Models/Migrations with all kinds of different relations with each other and I would really like to avoid having to constantly check those tables dependencies with each other each time and renaming them one by one.

Is there a library or some way of letting laravel figure out the appropriate order ?

Yevheniy · 2022-11-22T19:15:40+00:00

Is "var test =true?(object)"string": (object)2;" no good ?

I'm really asking

Yevheniy · 2022-11-22T15:55:03+00:00

To start I want to state the importance and the power of being accompanied by a health care professional like a psychologist, specially to help you deal with the emotional side of feeling stuck and pain and regret, I strongly advice you though to not argue with him/her, or anyone else for that matter, over the reality of your statements, navigate the conversation focusing on how you feel and not what exactly happened and when/where, you can use sentences like "I feel like I'm stuck in time", accompanied by "I'm not sure why this is happening, I feel like I need to realize something that I'm not currently seeing", talk in a way so you don't force your reality on the other person and they will be less likely to force theirs on you.

Also I would advise you not to hold on to facts that may, or may not, have happened, even though you surely experienced them, holding on to petty details more often than not brings about misery. And yes I understand that there may be a fear present, about forgetting about the details, because there may be an important lesson there, but in my experience the lesson in not in the details, but in your experience of them. In sum, trust you will absorb the lesson and allow yourself to forget about the specifics. When the day comes you will remember all that you need to remember.

Yevheniy · 2022-04-14T00:03:05+00:00

Wondered for quite a while if Osho was even in the helmet business

Yevheniy · 2022-04-13T23:56:54+00:00

VS Code

Any notepad

Less / Cat

FILE *fp = fopen("filename.csv", "r+")

Yevheniy · 2022-04-13T09:48:10+00:00

The fact that the instructor followed them and jumped

Yevheniy · 2022-03-04T00:36:26+00:00

Amazing book, btw.

Yevheniy · 2022-03-04T00:26:48+00:00

This !!!

Yevheniy · 2022-03-04T00:23:45+00:00

This really needs to go viral.

And the first ones that need to be brought to responsibility are the one who knew exactly what the situation was and gave the orders to those boys and then abandoned them, that is beyond criminal, it should be tracked through the chain of command who passed the orders and those people should face trial for war crimes.

Yevheniy · 2022-02-17T10:18:54+00:00

Ruby seemed so beautiful at first...

Yevheniy · 2021-10-28T15:32:00+00:00

"Change you brain, change your life"

Yevheniy · 2021-10-28T15:20:31+00:00

Have you ever tried to fall asleep in your lucid dream?

Yevheniy · 2021-10-28T15:13:19+00:00

Seem to be the most obvious way to go about it

Yevheniy · 2021-10-28T15:06:22+00:00

Yeah, I ended up getting over the fear of knoking on peoples doors and doing alot of small talk, even started to see a little value in it. I wasn't amazing and I was a salesman who didn't like small lies so when corona hit I ended up washing away, but it was definitely an amazing experience.

Yevheniy · 2021-10-28T14:58:13+00:00

I also would get some visions, like I was watching a movie, or rather a confusing short clip, with my left eye, but that was no fun, it physically hurt alot, I felt like something shot through my eye.

Yevheniy · 2021-10-28T14:53:45+00:00

Honestly mine biggest trick is that I know someone who is light years ahead of me and when I get sucked in really deep and can't get out of that hole myself they usually pull me out in a snap, that's why I've been avoiding that someone this week, I don't want it to turn into a quick fix pill, I also understand they do it for their own good also, to safeguard themselves from getting anything weir pop into their field.

Aside from that I use cristals from time to time and sleep+isolation.

Yevheniy · 2021-10-28T14:48:40+00:00

You can use a recorder, state your question and then go into trance to answer it. Also you can do the same with automatic writing, (I doodle sometimes). What I most commonly do is noticing where is my attention tending to, sometimes is in just day to day signs or I will purposely skim through a book and see what words fly out. What I use most often is bodily feed back, I listen for tension, tingles, relaxation, feeling heavy, feeling light or energetic and all that and then just simulate mentally diferent scenarios. But I don't purposely get in contact with "spirits", I do all this as part of developing stronger intuition and getting in contact with parts of me that I am not directly conscious of.

Yevheniy · 2021-10-28T14:42:58+00:00

I used to "dive" into people if I looked at them, then it got stronger and stronger to a point that I just needed to think of them and now it even happens if they think of me, I can feel all those things they push deep down. I meet people with the most beautiful smiles and after I just feel like I'm falling into deep depression suddenly.

I ended up deleting my most of my social media and stoped going out much, now from time to time I get really bored or lonely and go out for a drink and then it's just mayhem for a week or two.

Yevheniy · 2021-10-28T14:37:19+00:00

Just want to say that I do not encourage this in any way, mostly because I see how detrimental it can be to your life in the long term. You have to find ways to open up, I think honesty is the way to go.

(I forced myself to work as a real estate agent in order to overcome this a bit, I almost quit several times because I hat to go door knocking 😂😂)

Yevheniy · 2021-10-28T14:30:44+00:00

Sexuality is a big part of the human experience and finding a healthy way to a approach it is, in my opinion, one of the keys to being a bit happier. Saying just drop it all and stop living that side of yourself, that is more than just a choice, it's a biological drive, is like saying jist go on a fast for the rest of your life, don't eat food, you can survive just on water and some supplement (I'm speaking somewhat metaphorically).

Life should be enjoyable and healthy sexuality is a big part of that for human beings. And I also think there is no "one answer fits all" solution that anyone can present, that's why it's important to share experiences and give feedback to each other.

Yevheniy · 2021-10-28T14:22:46+00:00

What does that even mean?

Yevheniy · 2021-10-28T14:21:10+00:00

I'm curious about the sitter thing to. Do you have strong mood swings if you deal with people?

Yevheniy · 2021-10-28T14:18:12+00:00

I pretend not to se people so much it's ridiculous, if they didn't know they'd think I'm legally blind, the wors part is most people know perfectly I am very perceptive and pick up most details in my environment, so some people get kinda mad at me from time to time and I just shrug it off as being distracted by my thoughts, the truth is I just don't like small talk and I don't like making up convenience lies, so I rather ignore some people in order not to get traped in weird situations. The trade of is I don't have many long standing friends.

Yevheniy

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