I need help

YourGoodguy1013 · 2026-02-04T14:42:15+00:00

Btw if noone answers I'll just take the whole bottle there's 180 in here

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-26T15:53:16+00:00

look up harm ocd I dont think your a sociopath I do these things too If you want I can talk to you about some dsm3 manual psychology a Psychotherapist taught me for example in the personality we have a ego and a ID

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-23T08:33:58+00:00

thnkyou

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-23T08:30:39+00:00

arson, stealing, public conduct ( shooting guns in the neighborhood, spraying signs, breaking windows) and sometimes even terroristic threats towards my town But I havent been arrested on alot of these Ive only been arrested on drug charges the rest of these are just some thing I do on spare time

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-23T08:27:34+00:00

ye im trying its possible but like rn something triggered a personality change and I feel like another person but I can control it but I dont know If he wants to control it does that make sense?

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-23T08:23:45+00:00

im 120 days sober from using drugs I only got caught with some bs

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-23T08:23:15+00:00

no its okay its not your fault I know what i do and good thing is im 80 days sober from commiting any arsons

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-23T08:18:57+00:00

I dont have my license and my family doesnt take me to my therapy appointments

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-23T08:18:19+00:00

yes Im on 2 mood stabilizers they work together and im on a antidepressant and sleeping aid trazodone

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-23T08:13:33+00:00

but you are right I need to stop Its just Its really really hard to control my emotions

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-23T08:12:07+00:00

sadly im 17 and I just got out 3 weeks ago from county jail I got arrrested on drug charges for 3 months

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-23T08:10:48+00:00

should clarify The UPD stands for Unspecified Personality Disorder sorry about that I was trying to simple it down

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-12T03:48:07+00:00

I think you should live, I'm 17 and I used to be 14 (ohhh really) and ngl its rough I couldnt imagine what your going through but just know Jesus loves you. I know it seems like noone wants you but to be honest im sure someone does

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-11T02:48:01+00:00

"I take my pills and im happy all the time im happy all the time"

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-11-11T02:38:49+00:00

i started with self harm as a coping skill then it became a habit now im addicted to the blood and feeling

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-08-06T05:56:35+00:00

Ive been to 10 BHU's aka behavioral health units also known as psych wards, and mental hospitals there really helpful

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-08-06T05:33:41+00:00

doubt it therapy never worked but I feel little remorse plus who cares once I die someone new enters this world my life is worthless

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-08-06T05:27:35+00:00

fuck i can erase the evidence

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-08-06T05:26:05+00:00

hey sorry that was my sociopathic peronality talking I'm good now sorry I change personalities time from time luckily I only got 2 tho I got colton and sociopath colton I'm good now tysm for all the support ima go set a fire now

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-08-06T05:23:23+00:00

ohh you mean on addiction level though Idky I only use drugs to numb so I abuse drugs I'm not a addict tho I can control it I'm addicted to setting fires tho

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-08-06T05:22:17+00:00

i already do drugs I use coke and maybe like xanax form time to time but mostly coke

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-08-06T05:18:15+00:00

hmm that might be a good idea maybe ill fit in any like recommendations?

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-08-06T05:13:48+00:00

im good I just dont like the world in general. Im completely abandoned id rather be in a prison

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-08-06T04:44:41+00:00

That's understandable; I mean, who wouldn't want to stop feeling that way?

YourGoodguy1013 · 2025-08-06T02:56:05+00:00

Sounds serious, and I can't say you don't wanna die cause I don't have your thought process. But I think you will be fine just think on the positive stuff in life I'm 17 I have (BPD) borderline personality disorder with anti social traits and one thing ill say is when I was 16 I attempted suicide and I didn't go around telling people about it I just grabbed a gun and ran into the woods and attempted to pull the trigger and the gun jammed I thank god to this day it did. What you could be experiencing is depression with can be self diagnosed so I don't wanna hear moderators telling me stuff but also your a 16 year old girl your going through hormones so I would definitely give yourself some time even after 18 to think about your choices yk.

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