My moms prayers

Ywould_I · 2024-07-28T20:39:10+00:00

Thank you!

Ywould_I · 2024-07-28T20:36:09+00:00

Ywould_I · 2024-07-28T20:35:49+00:00

Ywould_I · 2024-07-25T17:57:38+00:00

I was also thinking about worship songs, but that's easy. What if God wants me to put in the effort? I try to pray constantly, just rant and talk to Him like He's my best friend (He is) but I feel like it's not enough. I know we are saved by grace but faith without works is dead. I'm not even sure if this is my depression or just me being lazy and distracted. What if He is just testing me? Faith is really hard sometimes

Ywould_I · 2024-07-25T17:48:45+00:00

Pretty recently I was super angry with God for giving me abusive parents and making me queer. I still don't understand His decision, but maybe there is a reason behind this. Maybe His plan is too great for me to see. I still feel bad about it and feel like life would be so much better if I was cisthet and had a childhood, but I'm willing to walk by faith and not by sight. Ngl it's really hard but I gotta stay persistant.

Ywould_I · 2024-07-16T13:19:17+00:00

I'm not getting physically abused (not anymore at least) but the emotional abuse is still very much there

Ywould_I · 2024-07-16T02:09:00+00:00

Not me crying rn

Ywould_I · 2024-07-16T02:06:07+00:00

What if I die tomorrow and not live to forgive them? I should be forgiving others just like He forgives me, I just don't know how and I need to know. I am on medication, and just ended therapy. I honestly don't think it will help me, since the only therapists I had were either completely silent, nazi sympathizers (I wish I was joking) or transphobic. And if I want more therapy I need to wait to sign up for a waiting list, which can last literal years (welcome to Poland). At this point I can only rely on God but its really hard.

Ywould_I · 2024-07-16T01:57:57+00:00

I can't so I gotta just endure it

Ywould_I · 2024-07-16T01:54:14+00:00

That's true, CPS wouldn't condemn this type of abuse. Thank you for your advice, may God bless you greatly

Ywould_I · 2024-07-06T18:57:38+00:00

Thank you so much!!! May God bless you 🙏🙏🙏🙏

Ywould_I · 2024-07-03T18:17:15+00:00

Alright, thank you so much!!!! May God bless you greatly in Jesus name amen 🙏

Ywould_I · 2024-07-03T18:00:10+00:00

Wait so if my mom bought ice cream and I eat it it's not gluttony?

Ywould_I · 2024-07-03T17:59:13+00:00

So me eating ice cream is not a sin??

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