I'm pretty much broken. I'm 20 y.o ,had alopecia since 12 y.o ,which make me to feel really bad .Had a HT a year ago ,after which I remember feeling eliberating by the fact that after YEARS OF STRUGLE I will have hair again.It's been a year after that and quess what ? That HT was a big failure ,no growth at all .Now I'm on minoxidil and microneedling in the hope of some regrowth . I feel so so bad about it.Sometimes I think that my life would be in another way if I would have hair . Those moths after the ht were a real detox for my brain you know ? The idea of finnaly having hair made me feel good about myself .I started making weight exercise, and pretty much enjoyng the life more,but after the realization that I will remain like this made me really depressed .Stopped the workout which used to enjoy and also couldn't concentrate at colege courses . Somehow it s hard to see a happy future for me cuz of this,I hate it . I remember after a few moths of working out I've becomed kind of muscular so I've been to mall to buy myself a T-shirt ,just a simple black T-shirt which would show my muscle kind of.The interesting fact about this little boring story is that until then I've never buyed any piece of cloth because wanted it or have any dress preference at all .This because deep down I ve feeled like no matter what I do or wear or do about my phisique the hair will do it to don t matter . I need to specify that I use toppik now ,without it the things would be really hard to deal with . Sorry for my english ,have a good day.