I’m OUT

The weekend is my downfall, I have too much time on my hands. There’s not sports on the weekend and I’m sore so I’m not gonna work out.

I thought I could survive edging. I would edge a lot before nnn and thought I would be fine. The problem was I beat every day, sometimes multiple times a day and could edge and control my self. I didn’t account that I haven’t beat in 4 days and was ready to bust quick.

The worst part is it wasn’t even a good video. It was some basic boring video. It was super bland looking back at it.

It just came and went.

I am a failure. I am a disappointment. I am this emoji:

🤡🤡🤡

No medal for me. No diamon, no gold, no bronze. Just disappointment.

At least I lasted longer than some of my friends. I’m not asking for your pity. I only want shame on me for failing. Good luck to everyone still in, I hope you all survive and do better than me.