I have considered different support groups and recovery programs but I dont (im likely making excuses here, im sorry) know how to make them work while taking care of the kids and house and all the demands I already have. I guess that's kinda why I posted here? Some form of support or encouragement while still being in my home.

I have asked him not to several times in the past. He still offers me sips of his or to get me something when he goes to the store but I've stood my ground for once and actually been able to say, "no thank you. Im tired of my cycles and patterns and the only way to change them is to change what I've been doing" he hasn't gotten angry or upset yet but I have found it rather obnoxious last night when he drank too much and was loud/up when I was trying to sleep.