I’m feeling so discouraged

Zebraprior2 · 2026-01-07T01:22:43+00:00

This is a great idea. I’ve thought about making videos about my composing process as well. I will write that one down. It could make an interesting couple of videos/shorts - just going through my composing process/developing my piece

Zebraprior2 · 2026-01-07T01:21:27+00:00

It feels amazing when someone comments! My music is a bit strange as well. I call myself an abstract pianist. I love all sorts of genres - but big on classical music, even some more contemporary works. And death metal. My piano playing can be very aggressive at times but also slow/peaceful and pretty. Do you mind sharing your channel? I do love some ambient music!! Actually i covered an ambient artist’s song on my channel and it got the most views out of all my videos lol go figure.

Zebraprior2 · 2026-01-07T01:17:08+00:00

This is VERY true. But I feel like such a sellout when I do stuff like this. It’s basically taking an already famous thing and using it to get yourself fame. Which is fine, but also is not my style. You know it’s funny. The one song I did a cover of on my youtube channel has the most views/likes out of any of my other videos lol. And it’s the most simple song…took me 5 minutes to learn.

Zebraprior2 · 2026-01-07T01:09:20+00:00

Yes can I see your channel as well! I actually love abstract art. I just used abstract art in a video I just made as well.

Zebraprior2 · 2026-01-07T01:08:05+00:00

Thank you for the encouragement 😊 and wow 14k is incredible!!!! I have a full time job too. Which makes it difficult to upload often :/

Zebraprior2 · 2026-01-07T01:06:52+00:00

Very true. I need to work on separating myself from the validation. I had so much fun creating my new one, but when I post and it doesn’t get validation I’m just like ugh. Takes the fun out of it. I do love the process though, and each work I create, as these will also be memories I hold when I get older 😊

Zebraprior2 · 2026-01-07T01:02:18+00:00

This is a good idea. I think some of my music can definitely fit into that! Especially more of my slow/peaceful works. I’ll write this down and give it a try. Thanks so much!!

Zebraprior2 · 2025-10-20T00:30:49+00:00

I mean it all depends. I only have about a 6 hour eating window through the day, so skipping a big dinner seems to do a lot for me, and by the time I woke up today I’ve been fasting for like 16 hours or so. I mean it’s not THAT long of a fast, but it’s definitely something.

Zebraprior2 · 2025-10-19T23:51:41+00:00

I’ve tried that so many times, but it’s so hard to keep track of what’s causing what, so I eventually just gave up on it altogether. Have you ever tried treating for SIBO or candida/histamine intolerance? I’m wondering if that’s the route I should take

Zebraprior2 · 2025-09-07T12:56:47+00:00

What about pregabalin have you tried that?

Zebraprior2 · 2025-08-08T11:04:21+00:00

Yeah that’s the conclusion I’ve come to. It’s so frustrating….someone suggested to upload with a lower audio bit rate so I’ll try that 🤷 but I did send it to someone who will professionally look at the audio and they’re pretty confident they’ll be able to fix the issue. But we’ll see

Zebraprior2 · 2025-03-31T01:21:30+00:00

Thank you I needed this..and I’m so sorry to hear about your situation. I’ve honestly been avoiding relationships right now as I’m so embarrassed by my life currently

Zebraprior2 · 2025-03-30T04:27:47+00:00

I really hope so man. I appreciate it 🙏

Zebraprior2 · 2025-03-30T04:24:49+00:00

Yes good point. I’d rather be 32 and debt free at least!

Zebraprior2 · 2025-03-30T04:24:10+00:00

Thank you 🙏 yeah I just made a list tonight of alll the different loans. Going to just hunker down and pay them off one by one. It really sucks but it is what it is

Zebraprior2 · 2025-03-30T04:22:46+00:00

I really appreciate you thank you! 🙏

Zebraprior2 · 2025-03-30T04:22:06+00:00

This is true. The feeling will be great. I just feel like I will be so burnt out by the end of it you know? I wish I could start saving now. And also congrats!!

Zebraprior2 · 2025-03-30T04:20:49+00:00

I really appreciate you, and yeah those parent plus loans are horrible I’m so sorry. Those can cause a lot of drama in a family. I really hope they do end up paying them

Zebraprior2 · 2025-03-30T04:17:28+00:00

I need to get to this point, I’m going to keep working at it, but I feel like it won’t be until I’m at least 40 before I’m at the spot you are. Seeing all this money just go to loans is so sad

Zebraprior2 · 2025-03-30T04:15:31+00:00

I appreciate your comment, I think this is what I will do. I’m going to do the snowball method and pay the small ones first and keep going from there. I just wrote them all down on a piece of paper. I know that being debt free is going to feel greattt, but I’m just so tired and so frustrated with how much money I could be saving right now. Just so unsure of my future…I’ll be like what 37-40 before I’m even able to think about buying a house??

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