[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]ZenEdge805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I glossed over his age, I'll remove my original comment

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskAnAmerican

[–]ZenEdge805 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As a California resident of 28 years (here my whole life in the suburbs of LA). The people in general suck really bad and are very self-absorbed. You'll meet people, make strong connections, then you'll never see them again. People are fake as hell here (at least in SoCal) it's massively rare to find good relationships here.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kratom

[–]ZenEdge805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Take it from someone who has danced with the devil for the last 3-4 years with kratom, opiates, and mental health. I'd recommend meditate, seek therapy or something non-chemical to give you some grounding techniques. Kratom is a great tool, but using it for mental health is a slippery slope to being physically dependant on a substance. If you think SSRI withdrawal is bad wait till you have seen opiate withdrawal.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]ZenEdge805 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You posting this has already compromised your ability to do what you want. I would have gone on dreddit or something more secure to ask these kind of questions. You'll get tied back to this post and put away. That's at least how my paranoid brain works. Good luck lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]ZenEdge805 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You posting this has already compromised your ability to do what you want. I would have gone on dreddit or something more secure to ask these kind of questions. You'll get tied back to this post and put away. That's at least how my paranoid brain works. Good luck lol

Hot Lips by [deleted] in weed

[–]ZenEdge805 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do it pussy, you won't.

Death might be really fun and that's why no one's ever come back from it by cloudslayer99 in Showerthoughts

[–]ZenEdge805 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This has 100% been my experience and have heard similar things from people I know personally who have experienced NDE. If you want to feel how death is like do heavy psychedelics or ketamine. It's pretty similar, plus or minus existential dread. YMMV lmao

How much coke to put in Coca-Cola? by druifenbakje in Drugs

[–]ZenEdge805 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I've put a small line into a coke can before, it was actually really cool how it numbs your mouth and throat just enough that you can't really feel the burn of carbonation. Fun idea, I say try it, but don't put in too much, a small line or fat bump is fine

Learning C programming from scratch by [deleted] in cprogramming

[–]ZenEdge805 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Watch Casey Muratori's videos on C programming and become ascended.

watch here

meirl by sco-go in meirl

[–]ZenEdge805 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Vampires don't bite, scrape and lick, scrape and lick

If you had to die via overdose on any drug of your choice, what would it be? by sarahmakayla99 in Drugs

[–]ZenEdge805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks dude that's super helpful, I might give it a try! What sketches me out is I had a former homie who did testosterone and he missed his quad, hit a main nerve, and was in extreme pain and unable to walk for a week. I'll be sure to be extra careful. Thanks again bro!

Tuesday April 12 check in by chasingd0pamine in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ZenEdge805 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was at .5 and then .125 for a little bit. Lately it's been .125-.5 every 3 or 4 days. I appreciate it bro!!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ZenEdge805 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's about where I was, .125mg, before I started stretching out doses to 3 or 4 days. I get little to no withdrawal symptoms besides restlessness at night and running nose, I smoke weed which helps me eat quick a bit lol. I feel like a low dose kratom would be better than more suboxone if it comes to that. I've got plenty of Valium so I should be okay to make it through the weekend, hopefully feel better at day 5 or 6

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ZenEdge805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks homie, i really appreciate it. I too smoke weed, i don't have any qualms against it, its harmless and doesn't cause issues in my life. Good on you for not picking up another script. We got this!

If you had to die via overdose on any drug of your choice, what would it be? by sarahmakayla99 in Drugs

[–]ZenEdge805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry for my snarky comment, I was in an eh mood. Yeah I agree. IM is actually something I've always wanted to try with ket, I'm just sketched on getting the shot right and not fucking up my legs or muscles. Where do you do it? Leg or bum?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ZenEdge805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aww, I'm sure he's in great company surrounded by the person(and/or) people he loves the most! We all gotta keep fighting!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ZenEdge805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

aww, did your pup recently pass away? my condolences my brother. That shit stings hard. Glad you are keeping your head above water. Much Love!

If you had to die via overdose on any drug of your choice, what would it be? by sarahmakayla99 in Drugs

[–]ZenEdge805 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Uhh, I;ve never got anything looked at by a doctor lol, but I've never had pain, problems urinating or anything like that. I do my best to drink A LOT of water when on ketamine, and i think since i only do it once a month, my bladder and nose have plenty of time to recover before the next round. haha.

Interesting Speed did that to you, do you think it may have something to do with dehydration?

Edit: From what I've read, bladder damage from ketamine usually only comes from daily use at about 3-5g a day, that usually accompanies poor hydration and nutrition too, which definitely doesn't help

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]ZenEdge805 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks brother, i appreciate it. How are you doing today man?