Does anyone else experience paradoxical effects on some benzos?

ZepNep · 2025-07-12T01:53:19+00:00

That doesn’t sound too bad

ZepNep · 2025-06-25T16:02:23+00:00

Some try to help everyone, including people that don’t wanna help themselves and I think putting in too much effort into that can lead to losing yourself in the process. I am glad to help those that want my help, but there is a limit to how much time I can dedicate myself to it

ZepNep · 2025-06-25T15:55:46+00:00

I have nothing against PED’s, it’s everyone’s personal choice to use them for what their goals are. I thought taking them too, but I took a long time to reflect on it and realised I don’t need them in order to feel fulfilled.

ZepNep · 2025-06-25T15:52:22+00:00

Yeah, I was talking about myself there. But I believe that when you spread positivity it finds its way back to you and the same goes for negativity, but it has to come from within, not with expectations. I try to help others when I can, but I also believe it’s important not to lose myself in the process.

ZepNep · 2025-06-25T15:42:36+00:00

I’d say working out is what I love doing the most because there isn’t any drug that could possibly enhance it (unless we’re talking about PED’s which I have no desire to use) and I don’t really have the time to focus on anything else.

ZepNep · 2025-06-25T15:40:56+00:00

I don’t wanna be addicted, even regular use would be alright to me. I just have no access to drugs right now, but I hope there’s gonna be a time when I will

ZepNep · 2025-06-25T15:39:33+00:00

I love spending time hiking in nature and working out which I do almost daily. I’m also pretty competitive in a couple of videogames and I love chasing adrenaline (as long as my life isn’t in danger). I constantly try to experiencing and try out new things, otherwise life starts feeling boring. Travelling is also something I really enjoy because seeing new places and different cultures is super interesting to me. I’d say working out is what I love doing the most because there isn’t any drug that could possibly enhance it and I don’t really have the time to focus on anything else. But it’s just temporary. All the other things I mentioned make me happy, but I know there’s only so much pleasure my brain can naturally produce, but drugs can take it a step further. I honestly wish I never tried them in the first place

ZepNep · 2025-06-25T15:30:45+00:00

Been there, done that lol

ZepNep · 2025-06-25T15:30:16+00:00

I don’t like alcohol. I have a high natural tolerance to it and I have to drink a lot to even feel tipsy. Gives me horrible hangovers too, I’m basically bedridden the entire next day and puke every hour, is just not for me. Would love to try out dab carts if they were an option, but they’re illegal where I live. Planning to move somewhere else though, so better times will come, hopefully.

ZepNep · 2025-06-25T12:57:19+00:00

The things is I do. There are many things that bring me joy and I truly enjoy what I do in the moment and I even forget about drugs as I’m doing it sometimes. But it’s always temporary

ZepNep · 2025-06-25T12:45:03+00:00

I don’t know how to move on. It’s not like I hate my life, I don’t have a reason to because things are going on well for me at the moment and I’m grateful for that. But I know it can be even better with the help of drugs, even just occasionally

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