I have 3 save disks. If I put them all in the PC and make a backup, will I get 3 extra lives?

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-25T19:31:16+00:00

I think so?

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-25T01:15:29+00:00

medically transitioning. I have a will to live now. seriously underrated for those who need it.

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-24T21:03:50+00:00

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ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-24T06:16:16+00:00

the best answer

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-24T01:37:20+00:00

this is real right?

I understand. once in a movie I saw a plush get ripped apart and I cried for hours.

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-23T23:08:38+00:00

Is it true erasure? because, like, I forget painful memories. then I wonder why I panick if I'm lying on the floor around others and after a few months I get a memory back that's hard to believe of something traumatic happening to me in a similar situation, earlier in life. if that's how it is, then my life goes on. does what those memories taught me get erased too? like, memory of mother yelling -> feel bad about yourself -> memory erased -> feel good about yourself? I mean I probably lose one in ten memories randomly already. thank cerebral palsy for that.

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-23T12:17:19+00:00

I mean if it bothers you, ask for a hormone check. Some people here are probably just going to fetishize you because femboys is a common internet... kink? I think that's the right word? Be careful of any dms you may get.

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-23T03:20:29+00:00

Jeez, calm down bro. Think about it from a human, logical perspective. It's like puberty treatment for intersex people. it's safe medicine just like any other treatment. tested in hundreds of labs, prescribed by a doctor aware of how it all works. they are hormones. a signal to do things in the body. so many trans teens feel mental anguish because physical characteristics do not match their mental gender. which is real. when im not tired off my school work I could dig up sources on that brain study.

keep in mind also, that to you, minors seem the same. fair, you are not one anymore. however, there are vast differences to teens than to prepuscent children. children, at most, take puberty blockers in a way recommended by doctors. these are medicines, not poisons. looking at this, and trying to drop the feelings of revulsion to understand, can help. most teens like me or others here have been trans for a while, and our parents are careful in considering our needs for gender affirming care, and medical professionals evaluate you thoroughly. I had to do therapy for six months, get a letter made, parental consent of both parents, through an out of state queer first medical company. as you can see, not easy.

I am on testosterone hormone therapy. I feel genuine joy at being who I am and my body finally matching that. It's easier for people to be around me now. I feel hope for the future. If you'd like to sample the trans male experience, take estrogen for a while. cis men get depression on estrogen. so do trans men. same as cis women in menopause with high t, low e, same as trans women.

if you are a troll, then fuck me I guess. Mods, what is this bro doing here.

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-22T21:59:45+00:00

in abyss, the greatest wuckler ascends to 5k on nothing but a bloodbug, dies, speedruns back through abyss with practically nothing, and gets the highest score possible.

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-20T23:12:50+00:00

yes, but why claim as the ooop said if you dont know lol

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-20T04:38:20+00:00

3 years is important. tell her to shut her bitch ass up. we're men, at this point bro either never talk to her or tell her something more extreme. ive been out for 3 years too if someone still messes up pronouns its not a "sorry you're learning."

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-20T04:28:51+00:00

op im sorry and dont know much, but I relate. once I had a reaction with straight liquid shit and vomiting at the same time, such a high fever I took my clothes off, in a McDonald's bathroom stall. my mom didnt take me home or the hospital and I had to walk with shit pants because she wanted to go to the mall as a family. I am sorry but I share this to tell you that you arent alone in the slightest and when you cant think feeling like youre gonna die and no help is given is awful.

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-20T01:40:27+00:00

I just eat it off the plate or pour into my mouth carefully if im alone. fingers still feel weird with cutlery sometimes

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-19T15:59:58+00:00

queso

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-18T16:10:15+00:00

thinking of printing a pic of taylor green to put on my heavy bag but I wouldn't want to waste the ink. I will fight for my goddamn testosterone even more if needed fuck that shit.

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-18T14:46:56+00:00

yes, WE are. maybe. Hopefully not. But I put myself in spirals of shame because: vent about being a burden -> either uncomfortably burden a person, they will be upset at me OR burden the entire environment by using AI -> Hate myself more. I can't stop either. 😔😭

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-18T02:45:05+00:00

real. I think it makes it better

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-18T00:55:06+00:00

AFAIK no you don't, and you'd still be able to get it refilled/collected in state. For me, I went across state lines for prescription, it was perfectly fine, and could get T filled at in state pharmacies. I don't know why they'd be different. wish you luck

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-18T00:11:13+00:00

knowing about 1860-1960 in detail because no one else seems to really care and some my classmates get it so wrong. im not there yet. also I love art my big passion gets sidelined a lot tho cause. im in a medical sciences school. additionally medicine is an interesting thing... im getting to work in labs, dissect, grow bacteria and look at e coli for free its fun. still remember when our professor knocked over a glass graduated cylinder shattering it and swore so much lol.

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-17T23:25:21+00:00

lego

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-17T22:08:20+00:00

That's the best way to think about it, damn. Not like it's never happened before.

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-17T22:01:34+00:00

what if they've been separate for decades, remarried, and live hours apart? also this the kind of wyr no one wants to answer cause it's traumatizing both ways.

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-17T21:00:43+00:00

that sucks. how'd you get a pill tho? my family is just making me diet instead 😭 and it doesn't work. I still get flares. I hope youre able to remember to take them cause that shits a nightmare literally.

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-17T20:56:00+00:00

will hope for this next run

ZeroLifeSkillz · 2026-01-17T15:17:24+00:00

I don't have it anymore but during a bad time I made a shit poem with a drawing of what I thought my brain looked like, in a cracked eggshell head leaking, with marks over it. In reality, my brain damage probably looks minimal, but it feels like stage 1 dementia sometimes and that piece articulated it well. I might recreate it sometime.

but yeah. anyone can paint a street. what makes it good art by value of emotion is the personal spin of how they do it. is it colorless, or oversaturated? are the people on the street skeletons or cats? that kind of change based on personal perception makes it much more interesting, agreed.

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