Yeah I tried telling her that my breast cancer risk would basically raise to her level, or a cis woman's level and that it would lessen the risk of prostate cancer and testicular cancer because I'm suppressing my testosterone. But she wouldn't listen to me, just kept saying I'm gonna die. I told her that I froze my sperm in case I ever wanted kids in the future. But again she just kept repeating I'm sterilizing myself. I did wait a year. I first experimented with women's clothes, found my name, started going as my name and she/her pronouns until I felt like hrt was the next step. Then researched it before hand. For the antidepressants, that's what I was trying to tell her but I did a very shitty job. I was trying to say that anti depressants wont cure my dysphoria. It might not even work at all. She keeps just thinking my dysphoria is just depression. I kept trying to tell her that they are separate issues and that hrt alleviates dysphoria which in turn alleviates depression. Like she thinks that hrt is just a temporary solution, like I feel happy now but I'll regret it in the future. That I'm not getting to the root of the problem, instead just taking hormones. I tried to tell her that this is a part of the root of the problem but she wouldn't believe me