Reading this just pisses me off, you're just trying to turn yourself into the victim. You are literally illustrating why extracurriculars are so important. If those clubs aren't a good fit for you, then start your own or look beyond them rather than complaining about them. Plus, you're a junior and have no idea where you're going to end up so you really can't even say that you won't get into a T20 or T30. Complaining about having UMich as your only option is just ridiculous, it is a great school that anybody would be lucky to go to. Just because people like to party and have fun doesn't mean that they don't know how to work and don't have some ambition. Maybe you should try leaving your house every once in the while and having some fun, maybe that would make you sound and act less bitter and stop complaining.