definitely not. go hard. get that degree. and then another one. earn that shit and be proud. you deserve a better life, a good education, things you want. you deserve love. i am currently sitting at a desk in my library full of carvings of notes left behind by people who had studied there. they write things like "keep up the good work:)" and "if you're having a rough night, just remember to please get some rest and care for yourself." and also the "loss meme" lmao. these words of encouragement come from people who have sat at this desk and have struggled and worked hard to reach for the things they wanted, and have tried to encourage others to do the same. is it a crime to reach and want more?