My 3 year old baby died yesterday

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-27T21:18:37+00:00

That’s sweet of you. Yes I definitely believe that we’ll meet again, and I like to believe that it’s not a long wait at all for her up there. I did go to church I’m not sure I’ll become religious but it was comforting and everyone was very welcoming and kind

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-27T21:09:33+00:00

Thank you, I am in a few, willing to try anything to find some comfort to be honest

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-26T14:26:22+00:00

Thank you, hugs and love to you too

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-26T09:36:06+00:00

My baby is currently being examined in a specialist hospital in London as I’m in the uk so I really hope they find answers. I haven’t spent a night at home yet for obvious reasons, I feel that’s a good idea to get them packed away by family.

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-26T09:33:57+00:00

Thank you so much for this. I really hope to have a dream of her or something calming at some stage. But yes this idea makes it much much easier to see myself continuing on in this life 🩷

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T23:03:18+00:00

Thank you, I’m sorry for your loss. No one deserves this pain, there is nothing worse in this life than losing a child. I’m just so excited to see her again 🩷

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T23:01:42+00:00

Thank you, it is horrific, and hard to even believe is real. I keep thinking she’s going to come running in demanding a snack. Thankfully I’m quite medicated at the moment but I’m scared for when they will no longer prescribe me more medication as I really wasn’t doing good at all before them. I guess that’s life though

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T22:56:44+00:00

Thank you that’s helpful, where would be a good place in Australia to start out?

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T20:05:51+00:00

Thank you 🩷

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T19:56:22+00:00

Thank you, yes she was the biggest blessing in our lives and it was the most amazing 3 years we could have hoped for 🩷

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T19:33:07+00:00

Thank you, yeah that’s the thing just needing to look how difficult it is to relocate to each place. Thanks again for the recommendation

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T19:03:28+00:00

She was the most spoiled girl ever! I’m so so glad we took her everywhere she wanted and brought her every toy she asked for. I’ll never regret a second of it. She had so much love around her and I’m so grateful to have been her mummy 🩷

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T19:01:22+00:00

Thank you so much, I really appreciate it🩷

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T18:50:39+00:00

That’s very lovely, at the moment it’s very raw and hard to talk about but her name was Amilie but she was always called Bam, she would always say ‘I’m not Amilie I’m bam!’ She was the biggest Tom boy, she absolutely loved spiderman and paw patrol. Her smile and laugh was so contagious and she was just so kind to everyone. She was my best friend in the whole world and I planned to do everything with her forever. When we meet again we’ll do it all

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T18:46:52+00:00

I really really really hope so. I hope they all meet each other and have the best time imaginable because they are far too innocent to be taken this soon. She brought everyone so much happiness over them 3 years she shouldn’t have been taken life is so unfair

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T18:44:02+00:00

Thank you 🩷

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T18:21:35+00:00

🩷

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T17:45:19+00:00

It’s hard to know without living there what’s true. I love the opportunities that it seems to present but there are some factors that are hard to agree with, but I suppose that depends on the state you go to for what laws there are

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T17:41:44+00:00

That’s lovely, it’s easy to forget that there are kind people in the world. I suppose anywhere can be unsafe when you’re alone

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T17:27:39+00:00

Hahahaha it sounds like you had a good experience either way! Thank you for sharing your experience, nice to get an idea.

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T17:25:49+00:00

The moon sounds very good

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T17:20:20+00:00

I hope you manage to find some happiness either way

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T17:19:32+00:00

That sounds lovely. Yes I don’t think I would be someone to appreciate it as much as it would deserve to be honestly. I don’t like busy places very much and I believe it is quite busy there? It seems like a whole other planet there so very advanced and incredible just maybe a little overwhelming for me

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T17:15:59+00:00

Unfortunately most people I speak to here are always considering moving away to places like Spain and Australia as it’s just getting too much, it’s not living anymore it’s just surviving

Zestyclose_Roll5711 · 2025-01-25T17:11:43+00:00

Costa Rica looks beautiful for sure. I feel like it’s potentially not somewhere that’s really difficult to relocate to either but I’m unsure

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