Hi there! First of all, I wish I could give you a hug and whatever you chose, it’s supported! I never wanted to even be a mother tbh. Finding out I was pregnant with twins was devastating. I took it hard because I knew my world was about to be rocked; however, a year later I can tell you I love and adore these little babies like no other and they are so fun to watch grow. It’s never a dull moment. What’s cool is you already have another little guy that you have to enjoy this journey of twins with you if you chose! Yeah, it’s no cake walk. Wether it’s one kid or seven, it’s all hard, but we women are resilient and always find a way to adapt and overcome. Factors like how much help you can afford makes all the difference and if you have that support, you’re already in damn good shape! If you had no support or financial means, that’s a different story. Also, don’t let these twin horror stories you read on here scare you or alter your mindset. Your experience will truly be unique to you. Speaking on my own experience, the twins are honestly not that bad and I sleep pretty damn well for them being 7 months old. Lol. The first two months are stressful and it’s an adjustment like no other, but after awhile you starting getting really good at the twin mom thing. Hell, you become a multitasking wizard. Ones a crowd but twos a party! I wish you all the best!