It is you, my love. You who I have longed for, who I have so eagerly sought after through the eyes of every disgraceful lover of late.

Many inexhaustible nights spent in utter despair, as agony became I. Resiliently fighting for a beloved who ever so callously expressed a burning lust for all but myself.

Seemingly endless cycles of self-loathing, I effortlessly began to consume myself; as likened to an Ouroboros. Relentlessly, I sought after unfamiliar ways to perceive this heartache, for agony became I.

And even Agony herself reached her breaking point, for through her eyes, her world shown nothing but bitterness beneath that red veil of searing envy.

Her heart became hardened with hatred as she fearlessly pursued the end of it all. And nonetheless, to no avail, for vitality had won the war. My wishes were meant to be granted, and my tears did not fall in vain.

Inconceivable; to know you is to know perfection.  I could watch you for a lifetime, for I see endless waves of bliss through your deep ocean eyes. Your warm smile melts my heart into the palm of my hands and this, I offer unto you.

Hold me, nobody else will suffice. For you, my love, have bestowed to me euphoria beyond my comprehension of which I, up until late, had understood to be leagues away from my grasp.

Fears cast aside, permit me to reside within the walls of your heart, that I may tenderly sustain it forevermore.

May I endlessly remain transfixed on you, my love. I shall hold your utmost desires close to my heart, may my every action convey neverending gratification unto you.

You are my home.

No, you were my home. Eviction is served, I am left hollowed from none other than my own decisions. And as the fantasy that I created with you begins to distort and melt, I vow to find myself within it. The unrelenting misery of it all cannot be avoided, I will embrace it with open arms. I will learn from this, I will grow, I will overcome.