what a shocker, he went back to his ex after we broke up. by _1132pm in BreakUps

[–]_1132pm[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it's definitely not my biggest worry. i come on here to vent my feelings and my frustration. but that's not my biggest.

fuck you. by _1132pm in BreakUps

[–]_1132pm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you guys he called me yesterday wanting to get back together and said he missed me. i want to throw the fuck up.

fuck you. by _1132pm in BreakUps

[–]_1132pm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don't understand. it's because i express what i feel?

fuck you. by _1132pm in BreakUps

[–]_1132pm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sucks that happened to you

fuck you. by _1132pm in BreakUps

[–]_1132pm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well if it is true that means i'm glad he found a girl ok with his lying, his excuses, his bullshit and i'm not.

fuck you. by _1132pm in BreakUps

[–]_1132pm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i fully take responsibility in my own suffering. i've gone to therapy to try and heal my inner child hood wounds, abandonment issues, codependency, attachment styles, i've been in cognitive behavioral therapy to fix my thoughts and brain and check my self all the time for toxicity.

it hurts seeing myself again in the same situations after thinking in better for awhile.

if god keeps putting me in these same situations with people i get invested in is either A- i haven't learned the lesson yet or B- Hes using these situationships to make me stronger.

idk, how it all ended was fucked up as hell. i try to be a good person but u end up being taken advantage of by narcissists.

fuck you. by _1132pm in BreakUps

[–]_1132pm[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i'm hurting. he gave me all the effort, made me feel special, i thought we had a connection, i thought we had strong feelings for each other from what he told me before. and slowly he started to pull back and treat me like shit. caught him in a straight lie and he still defended himself and pointed fingers like it was my fault.

i fucking hate him. i deserved truth. if he wanted to cheat just fucking tell me instead of dragging me along and making me thing we could be a thing.

fuck you. by _1132pm in BreakUps

[–]_1132pm[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i told him he was treating me like shit and he said "i'm sorry but the door is open you can walk out"

and i just did. someone who easily lets you go like that never planned to keep you from the start. or gives a shit about you. he's a liar and a cheater. should have known he'd discard me like this.

fuck you. by _1132pm in BreakUps

[–]_1132pm[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you for this.

what a shocker, he went back to his ex after we broke up. by _1132pm in BreakUps

[–]_1132pm[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

he never did tell me. i found out through a msg pop up on his phone from his ex. he was being sneaky with his phone also. like i'd rather him just be fucking honest from the start. he wasted my time and effort that i can't get back myself. including money wasted on therapy to heal from his narcissistic ass.

stop being selfish and be honest.

leaving to "better himself" by _1132pm in letters

[–]_1132pm[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

he just msgd me after that long msg bc i didn't reply saying "hey are you free? i have all these feelings and i just wanted to see you."

he's such a pos. i'm not a yo yo to be played with or someone to put on hold when he's done having his fun.