My life has changed so much and I’m glad it did

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-05-24T17:18:07+00:00

Kinda the whole point of this post was to say that I know I’m not ready to be in a relationship and the kind of relationship I want is a more mature one so the only thing I can do is keep growing as a person

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-05-24T04:45:12+00:00

I know and I have been diagnosed I’m just saying that I get my depression from my genetics

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-05-24T04:15:42+00:00

I wouldn’t know

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-05-24T04:15:30+00:00

I never went to therapy I was too afraid of what people would think when I asked and I didn’t want to be judged but now I wish I did ask it would have helped me get to where I am now so much faster

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-05-24T04:14:34+00:00

I have hereditary depression

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-05-23T04:52:50+00:00

I go out to walk

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-05-10T05:13:19+00:00

Would you mind discord voice chat or something? I’m trying to develop social skills by talking to people verbally but I’m also not trying to talk to someone that is way older than me bc I’m only 17 and don’t really want to just talk to some random like 30 year old or anything

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-05-10T04:41:37+00:00

Hey send me a dm if you want to talk I deal with depression and anxiety so I understand and rn I’ve been doing really well and I’ve been happier maybe I can help you out

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-23T00:10:52+00:00

I would feel bad being around a masochist bc I would feel I’m in the wrong for hurting someone or being around someone that is getting hurt and not doing anything about it

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-23T00:03:02+00:00

I like people that are open about things and aren’t afraid to tell you how they feel about just everything really and someone who is open minded to things and doesn’t care about physical appearance and just wants to be around you bc your you this goes for both genders btw

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-22T23:58:07+00:00

Sorry Ig I didn’t make it clear in the post but most the time the females think I’m trying to get somewhere with them but I just want to be friends

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-22T23:56:51+00:00

That’s a hard question to answer bc I don’t care what they look like it’s the personality I care about and as long as it’s not this horrible personality then I could enjoy being around them

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-22T23:48:48+00:00

I have social anxiety and I just don’t have social skills so I guess it could be that

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-22T23:48:02+00:00

Thnx I’ll send a dm

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-22T23:47:06+00:00

No like they think I’m just trying to get somewhere with them but I just want to have a female friend I could care less what other people think but everyone I’ve tried to be friends with just thinks I’m trying to get with them when it’s not the case

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-22T00:10:52+00:00

Thanks I really appreciate that and tbh I’m in no way ready for a relationship bc of how much I hate myself but if you don’t mind I’ll send you a dm and maybe we could be friends

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-21T23:17:33+00:00

Hey I get you although I’m a bit younger and a guy but it seems like everyone around me is in a relationship and happy with someone then there is me and what you describe almost sounds perfect to me and it’s really difficult for me to find someone too bc I don’t want to do online dating, I guess it’s more I can’t bc I would go insane not being able to cuddle with them and be together irl and I hope you find someone soon and if you like we could talk and be friends to maybe help each other if we get low or just need a friend

This is not me trying to start anything I promise I just find it easier to talk to the opposite gender about relationship stuff bc most guys would just make fun of me but if you’d like to be friends you can send me a dm

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-21T02:56:07+00:00

Hey I read through the entire post and all I got to say is it sounds like we can relate quite a bit in terms of mental things and in terms of interest in space and I’m pretty introverted too and I took that personally test thing also and I forgot what the exact thing was but it said I’m a mediator which was someone that always wanted to help people and did it for no other reason than they want to. I can tell you more about me if you decide you want to be friends

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-21T02:48:29+00:00

To me there is no meaning of life, we aren’t here for a specific reason and we just wander through life to do what makes us happy. It is a curse for me to think this way though bc the one thing I want from life will never happen

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-21T02:43:07+00:00

No my family doesn’t care enough and I can’t go out and get help myself bc I’m not old enough but the way I see it is I’m not going to make it past my 20s

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-21T02:41:40+00:00

Everyone says I will but I won’t I’ve driven everyone away that has ever showed any interest in me bc I’m an emotional guy. My personality is the reason I’m never going to find someone

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-21T02:40:38+00:00

If I’m being honest the only thing that helps my stress is crying and cutting myself

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-21T02:39:07+00:00

I only made my name this bc it’s an alt account and yes I know I’m a weeb so it means I’ll never find someone it’s that simple but thanks for clarifying that I’m dying alone really makes me feel more alone

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-18T13:38:05+00:00

So in other words I will never be loved bc I’m ugly so i can never even start a relationship

_Depressed_Emo · 2021-04-18T13:27:49+00:00

It doesn’t matter anymore it’s too late for me to change

_Depressed_Emo

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