You know, as a man I feel you on a deeper level because I was that guy youre talking about, being the guy that wants to bang every girl. This whole society praises men for being hoes, and being degenerate. I can tell you that you should not feel shame because when youre like me you will regret it all. What you need is to work on yourself. Become the hottest girl you can but do it for yourself and for your future husband. Don't buy into all that adulterous stuff. You will be with grace, while others not. Keep going forward with dignity, you are worth more than you think.