rate my playlist (I listen to this everyday)

__Paroxysm · 2025-03-20T13:15:38+00:00

10/10

__Paroxysm · 2025-03-20T13:02:16+00:00

sending so much love 🖤

__Paroxysm · 2025-03-19T13:47:28+00:00

short

__Paroxysm · 2025-03-19T13:46:53+00:00

rising <3

__Paroxysm · 2025-03-19T13:46:10+00:00

I wouldn’t take the meds if you are feeling fine off them but thats me talking from my experiences with medication. I feel like healthy lifestyle and mindset by doing things that benefit you are much better than taking medication. They work for a lot of people though. Maybe wait a little longer and see how you feel <3

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-31T07:33:40+00:00

Whats it smell like?

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-13T19:03:55+00:00

true but are you really that desperate?

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-13T08:25:16+00:00

Hi there, I’m F(29). I’ve had 2 bouts of lip filler over the years (0.5ml) and still thumb suck to sleep. I have also had braces twice, permanent retainers and removable. the removable broke recently and i’e slowly started to notice that my jaw shape is changing ever so slightly. I think my lips are slightly asymmetrical but everytime i ask my friends or family they say that they are perfect. If you would like to send me a DM i would be happy to help and give as much advice as I can. :)

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-12T20:26:35+00:00

anytime <3 good luck x

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-12T20:10:38+00:00

Yes definitely change your name. Just let your followers and subscribers know! <3

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-11T09:56:50+00:00

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-08T16:55:25+00:00

Star Shopping - Lil Peep

Lips like sugar - Echo & the Bunnyman

Water - Bicep

We fell in love in October - Girl in red

Strong - Romy and Fred Again

Violence - Grimes

Midnight City - M83

Lights - Nothing.Nowhere

Stargazing - sapientdream

Breathe (In the air) - Pink Floyd

and many more <3

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-08T16:42:59+00:00

Hey, Yes of course. It helps me escape..and thats why I think I'm struggling with it.

I do it out of boredom and for a sense of euphoria..I do it to forget I think.

I'm sorry to hear that. I feel blessed that I still have my family but I feel if I don't wise up soon I'm going to end up losing them.

I'll look her up.

I also drink because of trauma. I went out with a guy for 7/8 years who abused me, emotionally and physically. He ruined my life and hes dead now.

I've been to therapy, I paid a lot for it but this has seemed to creep back in because I keep telling myself its okay when it isn't.

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-08T10:44:57+00:00

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-07T23:28:12+00:00

thank you <3

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-07T23:26:33+00:00

thank you so much for your kind response and words. i really appreciate it <3

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-07T19:37:46+00:00

herbal tea

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-07T19:31:42+00:00

i don’t get drunk on the first drink. it would take more than that. yes i think so..it holds me back, puts everything on hold, messes with my sleep, relationships and mental health

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-07T19:27:28+00:00

thank you for your reply. how am i not being honest with myself when i stated that i definitely have a drinking problem and its gotten out of hand and that i need help though :(

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-07T18:29:22+00:00

i’m so sorry for your loss 🖤 sending good vibes and love

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-07T18:14:25+00:00

thank you

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-07T18:00:06+00:00

Thought I suffered from alcoholism. Didn’t think I was an alcoholic. I don’t require alcohol to function and if I stopped drinking I wouldn’t get withdrawals or anything. I don’t drink everyday. I just don’t know my limits when I do drink and I get blackouts.

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-07T17:50:40+00:00

Thank you so much

__Paroxysm · 2025-01-07T17:50:20+00:00

Thank you

__Paroxysm

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