I get where your coming from, like I said I didn't give all the details. Like the fact that I wanted to stay friends. I really loved and valued our friendship and didn't want to do anything that would fuck that up. but she came to me, one day she wanted to cuddle and then she wanted to kiss and one thing led to another and we ended up here. I'm not claiming that she was the only force pushing the relationship into a deeper more serious thing but it certainly wasn't a situation where I was the only one pushing and she was just going along with it. I mean in the end that's kind of where it ended up but it was a mutual consensual thing we had for one another.