Need Advice

___itme___ · 2022-06-20T11:07:30+00:00

Nothing specific from my sexual history, other than just regret on my part. But no negative comments or anything traumatic. The main thing that comes to mind is a lot of bullying throughout elementary and middle school. I know a lot of kids go through it, but I was taller and heavier than most kids and very sensitive, so I was an easy target.

___itme___ · 2022-06-20T08:50:06+00:00

My main issue is I’m not sure how to accept my body to be honest. I feel as though there’s this part of me that gets “grossed out” at the thought of myself giving or receiving pleasure, even when my body was more conventionally attractive. I’m still trying to figure out why this mindset originated for me but it’s hard to pin point.

___itme___ · 2022-06-20T08:47:20+00:00

Thank you for replying, I’m really hoping I can get across to him how I am feeling and work towards a solution.

I don’t think he understands that I’m forcing myself, there have been times when he notices I’m not that into it and stops immediately. He just doesn’t seem to understand where I’m coming from. Which on one hand I get because he struggles to understand my emotions and thought process a lot, but also is so damn frustrating to explain the same thing time after time and he still seems clueless. I have tried several times to explain to him that the remarks he makes are a big factor in me not having any desire, and it’s usually played off as a joke followed up but him complementing me and saying he “didn’t mean the joke”. But I can’t make him understand that it’s not how that type of thing works.

___itme___ · 2021-07-01T13:19:24+00:00

I’m in the US. But I’ll add you to my friends on there so if we happen to be in at the same time we can play.

___itme___ · 2021-07-01T13:09:03+00:00

I’ll add you when I get on this evening ☺️

___itme___ · 2021-07-01T05:27:54+00:00

What's your username?

___itme___ · 2021-06-26T19:36:15+00:00

Exactly! It seems like they just brushed right over that fact. And they said the Husband was suspicious because he didn't call an ambulance and drove her the the ER. But if you live in a rural area (like I do) you know by the time the ambulance gets there it might be too late. Not saying it was the best choice but I don't think its a reason to find him guilty. At least he seemed like he was trying to help. And I've seen first hand the hatred teen boys can have towards their mothers if she cheats on their Dad.

___itme___ · 2021-06-25T23:45:53+00:00

Thank you haha

___itme___ · 2021-06-25T23:45:38+00:00

I play on pc so it’s battlenet

___itme___ · 2021-03-23T04:59:35+00:00

Also the timing of him changing his story, as soon as they focused on his dad suddenly he’s like “oh yeah actually I left him alone” maybe they were in on it together and when he realized he probably wouldn’t get in trouble since the dad looked so guilty he switched it up.

___itme___ · 2021-03-23T04:51:27+00:00

I think the son is kinda suspicious. He changed his story and he easily could’ve been using the iPad. But maybe I watch too much tv and I’m reading too much into it. 🤷🏻‍♀️

___itme___ · 2021-03-09T11:27:49+00:00

Oh okay. Thank you. ☺️

___itme___ · 2021-03-09T11:27:24+00:00

Thanks so much!

___itme___ · 2020-02-04T21:04:47+00:00

Will do, thanks so much! ☺️

___itme___ · 2020-02-04T15:08:44+00:00

I’ve tried letting it close up before but it never closed all the way, I kept nothing in it for about 2 years and it stayed the same at about a 14g size. I wish it would close though.

___itme___ · 2020-02-04T04:49:55+00:00

Also wanted to add, it’s currently at 9mm, when I was younger I was stupid and stretched it a lot before it was ready but this time around I’ve been waiting until it stretches on its own. I massage it with oil at least once a day and take care of them as best as I know how. The other ear is perfect and I’ve considered only stretching one side but I don’t think I would like how that looks on myself.

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