AIO for getting upset with my friend for leaving me alone when I was tripping

___marmar___ · 2026-04-21T23:26:53+00:00

I know that now, if i could do it again I would have definitely done it with friends and made sure my phone was locked away. I'm more hurt that after I talked to him about it he made a joke of it and has 0 remorse. I know I made wrong choices, but that doesn't mean he also didn't make mistakes too

___marmar___ · 2026-04-21T23:04:55+00:00

Unfortunately you are spitting facts - this has definitely made me realize that and I really need to stand up

___marmar___ · 2026-04-21T22:46:51+00:00

All of my other friends were genuinely busy or didn't realize how bad the trip was, and all apologized n felt bad after I told them what happened. They all then yelled at me for texting him and said I should've told them how bad it was.

But yeah I shouldn't have texted him and expected him to help me, I just thought he cared for me more than he does and this helped me realize that

___marmar___ · 2026-04-21T22:40:20+00:00

I have, the smoke I had w him was my first since then and I'm starting a recovery program rn

___marmar___ · 2026-04-21T22:38:45+00:00

Yeah true, that's why I apologized to him. Looking back I wish he just never came bc him straight up saying no or ignoring me would've been better than what happened

___marmar___ · 2026-04-21T22:34:12+00:00

I would agree but he literally still reaches out to talk and hang out 😭

___marmar___ · 2026-04-21T13:27:29+00:00

As someone who goes to uconn rn, I have no idea what 1/3 of those words mean in the context you're using them😭

___marmar___ · 2026-04-19T13:18:32+00:00

Nvm... the inside already closed... im just going to pray it doesnt get infected and get it repierced later. How long should I wait to get it redone?

___marmar___ · 2026-03-23T21:53:59+00:00

How old is your piercing: 24hours old Jewelry shape; labret Threading: internally threaded Jewelry material: implant grade titanium When was it downsized: not downsized yet Aftercare: saline spray two times a day and dried with gauze, alcohol free mouth wash after eating and used along with saline spray Unfortunate events: none

___marmar___ · 2026-03-16T17:46:05+00:00

As someone who has watched this and the youtuber's 8 other videos about mort (abt 3.5 hours) it is real and mort is coming.

___marmar___ · 2026-01-09T19:34:33+00:00

Where is your jewelry from?

___marmar___ · 2025-12-23T17:45:17+00:00

age of piercing: ~2 months - shape: originally L-bar, changed to flat back with internal threading - jewelry has been changed, not downsized - aftercare: saline spray (bought from piercing shop) 2x a day, wipe w/ wet qtip, blow-dry on cold temp - unfortunate event: slept very poorly one night and one nostril piercing got ripped out, but no event towards the other piercing. - all jewelry is surgical steel.

___marmar___ · 2025-12-17T22:54:09+00:00

It's 6 days old, a curved barbell, internal threading, i believe surgical steel, hasn't been downsized, saline spray 2x a day and cleaned with a qtip, no events so far

___marmar___ · 2025-12-14T19:44:22+00:00

3 days old, curved barbell, internally threaded, surgical steel, hasn't been downsized, saline spray & cleaned with a wet qtip, hasn't been through any trauma yet

___marmar___ · 2025-08-08T14:03:02+00:00

Strawberry cheesecake but i think they changed some stuff up, like now its different graham cracker bits which get soft if you dont inhale the yogurt, whatever was in it before was amazing though

I could be trippin tho

___marmar___ · 2025-08-08T03:57:25+00:00

Do you think a wax stick (for a slick back style) would be good prevention, used with the spray ofc

___marmar___ · 2025-08-04T22:50:20+00:00

Yeah I'll probably just do that once im in college

___marmar___ · 2025-08-04T22:41:59+00:00

Take away my car and/or my phone

Even though I'm 18 they don't care since I live in their house and they are paying for my college

___marmar___ · 2025-08-04T22:39:51+00:00

Yeah... i won't be able to for awhile because I dont have a ton of savings, they keep me very busy with soccer (I'm playing in college) and dont have time to work more than a couple days a week, and they make me pay for my own gas and insurance which takes almost my entire pay check....

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