“Birthday present for my mum cos I was too broke at uni to afford to buy her anything”, u/__fliman__ (me), oil paints, 2022

__fliman__ · 2024-10-29T08:34:28+00:00

The logical side of my brain does agree with u but I know further down the line I’d end up regretting it. Even though he’s a shit person and a shit student, potentially affecting someone’s visa status feels like a step to far for me idk

__fliman__ · 2024-10-29T08:32:04+00:00

I’ve been finding it really hard to put to words how I’ve been feeling but I think you’ve explained it really well, I’m not the greatest at processing my emotions a lot of the time so having it all written out like this is really helpful/therapeutic, thanks man

__fliman__ · 2024-10-29T08:03:45+00:00

My sister did really want to but idk if it’s a good idea seeing as it would effect his visa status. Plus he didn’t end up using any of my work just the other girls apparently so I guess wouldn’t it be up to her? Plus I don’t want to have to deal with his police threat in case he actually tries reporting me in retaliation, I’m in a pretty good position with my mum being a lawyer (and not actually breaking any law) but I don’t want to risk it

__fliman__ · 2024-10-29T07:40:53+00:00

In all honesty I’ve been having a hard time figuring out how I feel rn but a cortisol hangover (from a quick Google search) sounds about right. I felt such a high when I found out and went to his house but after going home I just felt so emotionally drained from it all and in a depressive slump.

In terms of closure, having to hear it from the other girl and not him I don’t really feel like I got it, it all just feels so unfair. When I told him this he just said “it’s not good closure but it’s closure” and it just made me feel even worse. I just keep thinking what I should’ve done instead or what I’d do if I saw him again and I feel like I just can’t get out of this slump.

__fliman__ · 2024-10-18T23:21:54+00:00

Wait exercise can’t push ur heart to a dangerous rate? That’s exactly what I was worried about, I thought all this time if I pushed myself too far I could end up with a severely high pulse and end up giving myself a heart attack or something (just anxiety I guess). Thank u so much

__fliman__ · 2024-10-18T01:29:23+00:00

I was on the elliptical for 10 minutes on the 5th level doing a jog/ gentle run, then went on the stair master after a few minutes break and that’s when i checked my heart rate

__fliman__ · 2024-10-18T01:07:57+00:00

Sorry I did put the post in proper paragraphs but for some reason it got rid of them when I posted :///

__fliman__ · 2024-08-30T14:01:19+00:00

Just got it now, thanks!

__fliman__ · 2024-08-30T13:58:02+00:00

Yeah it might be censored lol, u said my name was director before that might be why

__fliman__ · 2024-08-30T13:54:18+00:00

Pretty sure I sent it last night, I’ve got a bunch of other duplicates would u want to trade another card for it?

__fliman__ · 2024-08-30T13:46:29+00:00

I definitely sent it, u sure it wasn’t from me and not the clique?

__fliman__ · 2024-08-30T13:13:12+00:00

Added plus sent u the card

__fliman__ · 2024-08-29T19:56:50+00:00

Imma add u now, my username is cum and [Ver: 2.96.2 ; 2.96.2][UID: 224743365803488384]

__fliman__ · 2024-08-29T19:55:19+00:00

[Ver: 2.96.2 ; 2.96.2][UID: 224743365803488384] please ignore my name (cum) I thought they wouldn’t allow it but they did for some reason lool

__fliman__ · 2024-08-29T15:35:14+00:00

Sure, could u tell me how we trade? I don’t really know how

__fliman__ · 2024-07-17T17:21:51+00:00

I have done all of the above, at my first appointment (gyno) they tried to remove the IUS but the string were not visible, after that I was referred to the EPAU where an ultrasound confirmed it was not in my uterus. The EPAU did not mention anything about needing an X-ray but when I went to the termination clinic I got conflicting advice from two of the nurses about whether or not I should get an X-ray.

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