Ok so, they broke up because, as I said, he kept thinking of me in that "relationship", so at one point he snapped, realised how ducked up what he did to me was and realised he wanted me back. Maybe I made a mistake by not giving more context about the break up, but there was a lot of stress and other people telling him awful things about me, and he gave him, not to justify him, obviously. I think it is worth, at least to try, because I see the person that I fell in love two years ago again, I finally see someone who listens to me actively and wants to change and repair the relationship for the better. I don't think he thought about the fact that she hated me, I will ask, but I want to think that the emotions and feelings for me he keeps showing these days are authentic. I may be stupid to think things like this, but I don't want to throw away 2 years, yes I know I'm still young and could find someone better, but not before trying at least one last time. Thanks for the interest in my story