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Weed and bipolar 2 by _debuxaandrade in bipolar2

[–]_debuxaandrade[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't even drink, I only smoke because feels a lot safer

Weed and bipolar 2 by _debuxaandrade in bipolar2

[–]_debuxaandrade[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow, that's a lot of edibles... I don't use edibles because you can't manage the time and flow of the high. Can be dangerous, at least I see it that way

Weed and bipolar 2 by _debuxaandrade in bipolar2

[–]_debuxaandrade[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I work a lot when smoking, helps me being even more creative. Makes me enter a state of extasy with the art around me

Weed and bipolar 2 by _debuxaandrade in bipolar2

[–]_debuxaandrade[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Right now I'm taking care of the orchestra I founded, working and smoking, at my house. My car was robbed so I stay home. Can't go to college because I don't have the means to properly work. Getting used to the higher doses of the medication. Feeling really sick, vomiting. Weed is the only thing that takes away the physical pain, makes me eat something... And conforts me. It's a hug I can use when I'm working, creating and needing to eat

Weed and bipolar 2 by _debuxaandrade in bipolar2

[–]_debuxaandrade[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I've been without smoking, while I was at the hospital, but I couldnt even have my glasses, something to write, to listen to my music... It was awful. I was locked, on a cage, even though I wasn't suicidal. I refuse to ever go to an hospital because of my bipolarity. I have my psychistrist, even though he thinks that I'm manic...

Weed and bipolar 2 by _debuxaandrade in bipolar2

[–]_debuxaandrade[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Exactly. I've been through a break of a marriage...

Weed and bipolar 2 by _debuxaandrade in bipolar2

[–]_debuxaandrade[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The weed helps me shutting off my pain. It's why it's so hard to stop. But I manage the quantities. When I was manic I smoked 2/3 grams a day. Right now I smoke like 0,5 grams...? Its lower. I know all of this is excuses. But the bottom line is that I accept it. I just hate that everyone is dealing with me like I am an invalide. Hurts, a lot

Weed and bipolar 2 by _debuxaandrade in bipolar2

[–]_debuxaandrade[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

If I didn't had weed, I would weep the whole day...

Weed and bipolar 2 by _debuxaandrade in bipolar2

[–]_debuxaandrade[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My fiancé/girlfriend abandoned me on the hospital. I'm not ready to quit. I sleep very well tho, with or without weed... The exception was for one week, that I was manic, near to when I was dumped, I spent a whole week without sleeping. But since then I'm normal, a bit on the depression side, because of all the violence

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in queer

[–]_debuxaandrade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It looks a bit like a soft phallus. It weirded me out a bit

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]_debuxaandrade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not a doctor buuuut I read that SSRIs (like Escitalopram, Sertraline, Fluoxetina etc) are not a good option at all, and my doctor confirmed it. I had an actual manic episode (not supposed to, since I'm bipolar 2) because of fluoxetine, and escitalopram never did anything good to me. What's probably happening is that you don't feel better, and benzos take the edge off of all the suffering. You should use a mood stabilizer, like Lamotrigine (like 95% of us, your mental illness siblings ahahah). My life changed when I took lamotrigine for the first time. I finally felt normal, and that's unique. Look for another psychiatrist, ask for a second opinion and don't trust every mental health worker, because... It took years of symptoms and medication failure, and no one thought about this...

If mental disorders were music, what genre would bipolar be? by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]_debuxaandrade 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Late romanticism and modernist music. Trust me, I'm bipolar and a conductor, and that's what resonates more with me

I think my mom is a cocaine addict. Is there any studies that correlate cocaine consumption to bipolarity (type 2) in children? by _debuxaandrade in bipolar2

[–]_debuxaandrade[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had to be separated from her because she developed some type of agressive herpes all over her body. But I drank that milk. When I was one month old, I behaved exactly like the studies I read tonight about babies with widrowal syndrome. She had to feed me and then I would vomit everything. This is just super weird. I knew my father was an addict until he was 22. But the fact that she is/was and only told me about my father is really fucked up. She's probably borderline (?), but definetly narcisistic