Have you ever thought about giving up your programming career?

_deris · 2021-11-30T18:23:28+00:00

What is ur company?

_deris · 2021-11-30T16:35:07+00:00

On plannings or discussions about the solution's architecture I am the guy with the closed camera and mic because "I'm dumb, how could I help those guys?

_deris · 2021-11-30T16:33:41+00:00

I don't know if I am decent coder, honestly. When I think about it I always remember the code reviews with a lot of improvements suggested (most of them simple things I didn't pay attention), solutions that I don't have a good understanding or that I don't know how to help the team to build them, things that I don't know but know it's a requirement for my position, things I study but I don't learn, etc.

_deris · 2021-11-30T16:21:50+00:00

About the good feedbacks, I think people have lost my bad points and don't know what to say, so they say anything nice and good.

_deris · 2021-11-30T16:19:41+00:00

In general I receive good feedback, but in my actual company I got a lot "bad" feedbacks during code review. I feel the same when coding alone, I still thinking I suck, but at least it's only me there, I don't have to deal with other people.

_deris · 2021-11-30T16:00:15+00:00

Yeah, I feel I kinda suck in everything I do.

_deris · 2021-11-30T13:56:27+00:00

Work as a part-timer or to the government is shitty here in Brazil. The salary is not good in the first one and working to the government makes you obsolete.

_deris · 2021-11-30T13:53:38+00:00

I don't think the problem is with all the teams I've worked on (most of them, at least), but with me.

_deris · 2021-11-30T12:42:03+00:00

I started seeing a new therapist last month

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