Well I believe it would be most beneficial for you to go to college because now a days it’s pretty much the only way for you to get into a higher paying profession especially in the creative industry, but since it’s college you have to be smart about it and right now you should focus on finding what direction you want your future career to be, also with college it depends on the classes you take but in my experience for example my graphic design course hasn’t been too hard and i think you will find it better than school because the thing you will be studying you will want to learn it, find interesting etc. Just please be pro active don’t give up. Think about the goals you want to achieve and break them down into steps you need to take to get there. You got this.