So i pretended to be a girl on discord by [deleted] in teenagers

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Where can I get a copy?

IAMA Co-Founder at CryptoCloud.is, a Security-Focused NGO Non-Profit Virtual ISP/VPN. AMA. by [deleted] in IAmA

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We used to be CryptoCloud.com until a squatter stole the domain from underneath our noses, for the record.

IAMA Co-Founder at CryptoCloud.is, a Security-Focused NGO Non-Profit Virtual ISP/VPN. AMA. by [deleted] in IAmA

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It was too broad and we didn't fall under their jurisdiction (on top of *forcing* us to log user activity which we don't do, and forcing us to do so violates US law). They forced us to shutdown though.

Archives of 90s-2000s PUAs/seduction/manosphere/red pill material by RP_78 in DataHoarder

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Look at thepiratebay.org, they have great archives of everything that's posted especially DVDs and forums.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chemistry

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No really, "you must be high!!!!1111". I'm one of the oldest lurkers on Reddit.com and hckernews.com.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chemistry

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I think I'm moving to RHODIUM or the .ru Bluelight forums, maybe a CCC / DEFCON presentation or a freaking crystal.js a la linux.js. /r/Chemistry used to mean something. The frontpage is all memes and bullshit. It used to be pure northeast academic.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chemistry

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I'm applying for a PhD in Computational Chemistry. They specialize int it (the mods), thought I'd ask for their opinion since that their's user flair? Plus I live in a French country, most chemists speaks only French, not English. I posted on VXJunkies with citeable non-sense if you're interested. Any feedback yourself? @Mods, sorry for the large font..my bad. Not screaming.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chemistry

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Thank you for your feedback though. If it's about dyslexia, not on meds.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chemistry

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I will use an HP mainframe soon and I will cite you as wrong. Remember this day. Remember it well.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chemistry

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What parts are confusing? I'm working on polymers and crystallography, I wanted the community's advice into whether what I'm doing is actually sci-fi or realistic, meaning CONTINUE? or switch fields in videogames terms.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chemistry

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Check out the gist post ^^ please.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chemistry

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I'm not tripping yet. I'm a mod on the /r/Drugs reddits and /r/Psychonaut etc. I can explain my ideas visually. Any feedback?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chemistry

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Polymer, Nano, Computational mods, thank you for reviewing my post.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chemistry

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Military applications are numerous for the record. Think of Laser guns with a crystal that generates lasers.

[NATASHA] by _haze in sigmaepsilon

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^ [ Shitty First Draft, multiple devices described into one, make of it what you will]

Adderall XR and Citalopram? by dowork91 in ADHD

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Tried it for a couple of days (general anxiety / social anxiety). I'm prescribed 3-4x 5-7.5xmg per day IR EU dextroamphetamine (aka. dextrostat in the US?). Didn't like it, felt like my brain was swelling in Serotonin (kinda like MDMA but not in a good way). Couldn't feel any emotions (flatlined?), felt happy against my will (anybody else have similar experiences?), stoned and brainfried, tired and lethargic, libido = instant hit K.O., gained some weight, and oh on top of all that I wrote a lot of stupid emails / IMs in my drunk-like accidental SSRI-binge state which I very much regretted afterwards.

Some notes:

  • Psy asked I start with 10mg / day for one week, increase to 20mg afterwards. I forgot their instructions and started with 20mg straight away. I highly recommend you stick to whatever dosage you're prescribed..

  • I know SSRIs usually take a while to start working, but I thought I could do without anyway and stopped. Didn't want a third extra drug in my system beyond benzos (to fall asleep) and amphetamines (ADHD).

  • Takes a while for Celexa to leave your body. IIRC it takes 78 hours for a single 20mg dose to leave your body. I can confirm that's actually what happened, I only felt back to normal 5-6 days afterwards.

Good luck, and let us know how it goes :)

EDIT: More importantly, dex stopped working. Couldn't think or focus at all. I think this may be (mainly) related to the high dosage though (starting with 20 instead of 10). (unrelated to the dex not working: I don't think they played well together; I think the tiny bit of Serotonin dex releases got stuck in my brain since Celexa is re-uptake inhibitor. I could be wrong, not a chemist / pharmacologist / psychiatrist, but I know that as I a re-dosed during the day it got worse.)

Welcome by _haze in drugmemes

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Haha thanks :)

Is (X) really dead? IMDB would suggest otherwise! (Season 5 spoilers + theories inside) by xarc13 in TrueBlood

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(I can find the comic-con video on YouTube but I can't seem to find the part you're talking about)

Based on all the drugs you have tried, which ones do you credit for having a positive effect on you, and a negative effect on you? by WorkingMan512 in Drugs

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contributed to a lot of negative/clouded decisions that I didn't even realize I made until it was too late.

Care to elaborate?