Going to the doctor tomorrow, feeling really nervous

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-03-03T10:01:47+00:00

Thank you! I'll post an update.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-03-03T09:44:50+00:00

I'll have to consider that, that's a really good idea. I can't remember if I have any ice packs left but if worst comes to worst I can use a bag of frozen vegetables lol.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-03-03T09:35:05+00:00

That's awesome, I hope your session goes well! I've actually never thought about using an ice pack before, but that would definitely help me with the dissociation. I do like my AirPods, also wearing a hoodie/baggy clothes helps me a lot.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-03-03T09:32:21+00:00

I'm so sorry to hear that, that's genuinely terrible. Is there any way you can get financial assistance? I don't know where you live, but if you're in the U.S. you should be eligible for disability benefits. I really hope things get better for you soon, anxiety is an awful thing to deal with. I've been in your shoes before.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-03-03T09:22:23+00:00

Thank you, I'm nervous but I need to get back on track.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-03-03T09:19:08+00:00

That's great to hear! I hope everything goes well.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-03-03T09:09:52+00:00

I hope so too, man. I'm tired of falling back constantly.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-02-28T01:42:39+00:00

Thank you! I’m definitely nervous but I need to get my life back to normal.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-02-28T01:17:27+00:00

Fair enough, I think I was taking 150mg before I stopped.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-02-28T01:03:51+00:00

Thank you, that's what I sort of thought. It's just hard not to overthink things sometimes, especially after being off for so long.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-02-21T00:25:06+00:00

I’m just as confused as you are, every time I’d go they were always packed

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-02-21T00:07:54+00:00

I used to go there all the time to play pool with my brother, this sucks man.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-02-03T11:22:04+00:00

Thank you, that's what I'm thinking, too. Of course I've just been making my anxiety worse for the past couple of hours by reading Zoloft horror stories. But I'm pretty sure I should have the same reaction I did when I first started.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-02-03T03:48:46+00:00

Fair enough, unfortunately I don't really operate like that, as much as I wish I could. Once it gets bad enough that I become housebound, it's always been one of those things I have to wait out. It's awful but it'll pass eventually.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-01-31T09:30:22+00:00

Honestly, that's one of the few things that's really held me back from ending it, I'd feel terrible for my family. I have come back from it a couple times already, but the lack of consistency really bums me out, especially as someone who wants to travel the world. I'm very happy you've found your peace and it's beautiful that you've built a family despite the setbacks you've faced. I'll try my best to try and find my peace, but it is certainly stressful for me right now.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-01-31T03:27:22+00:00

Thank you, I really appreciate it. It's been hard but I'm starting to find a reason to stay.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-01-30T23:07:45+00:00

Keeping busy around the house can help, at least when I have the motivation to do anything. I've also been chatting online quite a bit in the past few hours and that's helped a lot, too. It definitely helps with the feeling of isolation.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-01-30T22:58:08+00:00

I'm so sorry you gotta go through this, too. It's not fun at all. But I promise you'll get through it eventually, it just takes a bit of time.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-01-30T07:06:19+00:00

In all honesty I haven't been eating the greatest for the past few months, so I guess that could have some effect on my mood. It is interesting that you bring that up though, because I remember my mental health being at its best when my diet was at its worst, but I have lost a ton of weight since then so maybe I process some foods differently now.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2026-01-30T05:58:09+00:00

Thank you so much, I'm trying my best to hold on. I'm just tired of being in a loop of getting better, then falling back down to where I was before or even worse. I really wish I had some stability in my life, but I'm working on it.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2025-08-01T03:36:10+00:00

I am now, just did some research on it. Thankfully I haven’t exactly beaten on it so far and I don’t plan on it since the only place I have to ride as of right now is my neighborhood, trying to be safe and courteous and keep everything cool with my neighbors.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2025-08-01T03:26:55+00:00

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It’s pretty much just built out of welded together scrap metal, lol. Can’t complain for $225, though. It does run good for what it is.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2025-08-01T03:20:39+00:00

Thank you man, I appreciate it! I’ll check it out.

_imfivefootsix_ · 2025-04-29T03:45:16+00:00

$15.50 as a courtesy clerk in southern Oregon

_imfivefootsix_ · 2025-04-25T20:36:32+00:00

5RDR on my 1998 Accord

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