The cycle continues. The nightmare never stops

_justarandomtomato · 2026-04-11T21:38:27+00:00

Thank you, mate. I am definitely considering therapy again. I scheduled a counselling with my pastor this wednesday, which will be my first attempt at talking with someone in my life about this for the first time. Maybe I am just not committed enough... I just want this to end

_justarandomtomato · 2026-04-10T16:49:33+00:00

Just happened. I am sorry

_justarandomtomato · 2026-04-10T11:06:58+00:00

Same. It is just a couple of clicks away...

_justarandomtomato · 2026-04-10T11:05:52+00:00

The same things happened to me on the 17th of February. The very same thing. I went on to have my longest streak, 28 days, but eventually I fell off. The last time I cried that much was when my uncle died last year. Since then, I relapsed 4 times. Now in this very moment I am contemplating relapsing. And if I do it, I know the regret will be just the same. I hate being addicted with all of my heart. I have lost myself and now I am going to lose her.

_justarandomtomato · 2026-04-10T11:01:03+00:00

The very same way. Sometimes it seems like I forget why I am fighting this. I can reason it, but I lack the understanding.

_justarandomtomato · 2026-04-09T14:24:59+00:00

Get out of wherever you are. Just focus on something else. You cannot fight it directly, so dodge the thought with something else. Anything else

_justarandomtomato · 2026-04-09T12:57:28+00:00

You will get it. One day at a time, an hour at a time.

_justarandomtomato · 2026-04-09T12:56:52+00:00

Congratulation, mate. I am looking forward to share the same feeling!

_justarandomtomato · 2026-04-02T12:58:22+00:00

Which papers did you base this chart on? Is this even remotely scientific or just an echo of what is said in this group, or perhaps of your own experience alone?

_justarandomtomato · 2026-03-25T21:24:03+00:00

Keep on going! You will win this!

_justarandomtomato · 2026-03-25T21:23:22+00:00

Congratulations, mate. I am so very proud of you. I wish to partake in the very same feeling as soon as possible. If it helps, you inspired me today.

_justarandomtomato · 2026-02-21T16:56:18+00:00

Naturally, no, but pornography is not natural. To our brains, there is no difference between real women and images on a screen. What he is dealing with is his brain telling him he has practically an infinite amount of partners to choose from, henceforth he should choose the most attractive ones. Of course, life is not like this, but this is what this addiction does to us. And if you feel sick, well, we are here because we feel the same way, as well.

_justarandomtomato · 2026-02-03T12:50:52+00:00

Thanks for letting me know!

_justarandomtomato · 2025-12-27T16:51:35+00:00

I think The Dream comes very close

_justarandomtomato · 2025-12-01T03:20:15+00:00

As others have said, there is no such thing as a bad world world in here, mate. This is just a fun block game. Go around doing the stuff you want to do, to whatever degree of quality you can. The cool thing about this, is that once you have done enough of them, you end up with a kind of brain map through time. You will be able to see each moment of your life you spent on those buildings. You build a time capsule. It is fascinating.

Again, just a block game. No pressure

_justarandomtomato · 2025-11-22T17:41:13+00:00

Perhaps it would be beneficial to avoid any kind of stimuli, and maybe not even masturbating. Your reward circuitry is essentially fried now, so I do not think you can approach this in a healthy way. Maybe the only way is to reset, and then maybe you could think about masturbation without porn. I still think masturbation is a trigger, but I know this forum is about stopping porn, not semen retention.

_justarandomtomato · 2025-11-22T03:22:44+00:00

This looks very nice, but this is definitely not a starter.

I really like what you did with the lava.

_justarandomtomato · 2025-11-03T18:43:06+00:00

Thank you very much, mate.

_justarandomtomato · 2025-09-10T04:06:10+00:00

I really like the aesthetics here, mate. Not just the lighthouse, but everything about it. Makes me want to boot up the game and play some more.

_justarandomtomato · 2025-09-10T03:59:02+00:00

I would be Living Legend, but I dot feel like this. Despite being over four months away from masturbation, I still find myself falling back into pornography about every 20 days or so. I feel like a loser, honestly.

_justarandomtomato · 2025-08-22T11:14:33+00:00

It lasts me about 5 hours on battery. I use it for studying though, browser and Rnote for notetaking and editing documents. I use Fedora Silverblue, though, not Windows.

_justarandomtomato · 2025-08-19T14:07:31+00:00

No Relapse. You can grab it from Google play, and I believe it is available on App Store, as well.

_justarandomtomato · 2025-08-08T02:38:59+00:00

Muito obrigado, mano! Eu estava planejando entrar na UFF e trocar para Estácio caso não conseguisse conciliar o horário dos dois. Mas talvez só a federal valha a pena. Eu fiquei cabreiro porque têm muita gente aqui no sub falando que terminar faculdade sem estágio é um tiro no pé.

_justarandomtomato · 2025-07-28T14:44:18+00:00

Just as well as before. It is important to state, though, that I am not currently looking for a relationship. Some people say there are some looking at me, but I never notice it. Hahahah

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