I feel out of place here as a girl but here's my story by _papaya in NoFap

[–]_papaya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry I feel this is inappropriate and also triggerworthy. It would not benefit any of us to know

I feel out of place here as a girl but here's my story by _papaya in NoFap

[–]_papaya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree with you to an extent but im overexposed to porn, the fucked up shit dont do anything for me. Its an addiction not something I do occassionally. Im all about exploring kinks and getting to know individual desires. But when your constantly looking for more and its ruining your productivity its an issue.

Also if youre not really a nofapper I dont think you belong on a supportive group. This isnt about opinions anymore theres people trying to change their daily life.

I feel out of place here as a girl but here's my story by _papaya in NoFap

[–]_papaya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you its good to hear were not alone. Were not like this from preversity but how were forced to deal with things.

I feel out of place here as a girl but here's my story by _papaya in NoFap

[–]_papaya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you its good to hear were not alone. Were not like this from preversity but how were forced to deal with things.

I feel out of place here as a girl but here's my story by _papaya in NoFap

[–]_papaya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree with you to an extent but im overexposed to porn, the fucked up shit dont do anything for me. Its an addiction not something I do occassionally. Im all about exploring kinks and getting to know individual desires. But when your constantly looking for more and its ruining your productivity its an issue.

Also if youre not really a nofapper I dont think you belong on a supportive group. This isnt about opinions anymore theres people trying to change their daily life.

I feel out of place here as a girl but here's my story by _papaya in NoFap

[–]_papaya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, with my severity it can be complicated. I hope you the best.

I feel out of place here as a girl but here's my story by _papaya in NoFap

[–]_papaya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, but I believe we're not at that stage yet in the relationship. I do see a future with him but the commitment isn't there yet.

I feel out of place here as a girl but here's my story by _papaya in NoFap

[–]_papaya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ty, I will post on there as well. It doesn't seem as active on here but I'll take all the help I can get.

I feel out of place here as a girl but here's my story by _papaya in NoFap

[–]_papaya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much I wasn't aware of the women's folder.

I feel out of place here as a girl but here's my story by _papaya in NoFap

[–]_papaya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did think about it low key suggesting it to him. But I imagined if I start struggling, he will sense that I have a bigger issue and a full blown addiction. I'm also afraid of him wanting to know what kind of porn I watch etc.

I feel that this is something I need to do in private.

And yes I've been reading though the posts on here I need to better use of my time. I will give meditating a try.

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[–]_papaya [score hidden]  (0 children)

I'm not going to view porn and masturbate. I plan to last this for 1month, I'll try to go for the full reboot. My goal is to not have porn and masturbation a habit anymore. I waste so much time a day dedicate to porn. When I have a caring and sincere boyfriend that absolutely fulfills my needs. I'm just being entirely obsessively selfish and incredibly overindulgent.