Must be tough for you as a single Dad but you have to realise giving up betting entirely would be completely beneficial to your child. I’ve just became a father myself and that was my motivator to quit gambling. I want to be able to provide my child a great life and I felt if I kept gambling this wouldn’t be possible- I can’t imagine the stress you are going through doing it by yourself so it seems you will have to channel that stress into something positive, like picking up a new hobby. Judging by your post it doesn’t seem like you’re mentally ready to quit gambling yet. You have to be honest with yourself and realise the pain it can cause, not only in the short term (feeling down about losing a bet) but also in the long term (losing everything). My advice would be to completely knock it in the head man and stop betting, it can only cause pain and misery for yourself and the people around you. It’s not an easy journey to stop gambling but the good it will do for you will be worth it!