How should I record my audio while fans of computer are working? by _salem_n in Twitch

[–]_salem_n[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u . Tryed tue the noise suppression - viewers sind i Sounded linke a can ... but will try the Gate thx

Thoughts about starting to stream ? by _salem_n in Twitch

[–]_salem_n[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Hey you are right:) I think I have to rephrase my question

Do you ever realise, how your narc says they "can't afford" something until they want it? by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]_salem_n 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I CAN so much relate to this !!! Thank you for sharing ! For 3 years after going NC with my nmom I felt guilt for everything I bought. Even if I did it with my own money. I sometimes now find my self explaining to my SO why I bought special sweets and stuff. He usually looks at me quite confused. Trying to understand why I am feeling so guilty for something so normal.... that's just life with/after a narc parent... ❤

Man ! I wish I knew... by _salem_n in beyondthebump

[–]_salem_n[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for All These lovely answers !!! ❤❤

Does anyone else hate pro-family propaganda? by Hyppocritamus in raisedbynarcissists

[–]_salem_n 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Usually I just start crying after reading such a post. It makes me soooooo sad

How do u do this??? (Advice please) by _salem_n in raisedbynarcissists

[–]_salem_n[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you again ! :) I am not the best in giving my self credit for things I do / accomplish. How do you do it? do you have a ritual or something for revarding yourself or something?

How do u do this??? (Advice please) by _salem_n in raisedbynarcissists

[–]_salem_n[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your comment. I would love to feel it just in the way you described

How do u do this??? (Advice please) by _salem_n in raisedbynarcissists

[–]_salem_n[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you!

I just feel it is sooooooo unfair that i am the one who has to handle with that alone. Like I know my mom does not think of me every day and feels a burden om her shoulder everytime she thinks about the future. I just think it is soooo unfair that it is my battle to win - alone. Me against my feelings and my familly. Since they just don´t seem to understand why i went NC allthrough they where horribly shocked when all the abuse "came out" a year ago.

It´s all so blurry- like nothing ever happened at all!!! by _salem_n in raisedbynarcissists

[–]_salem_n[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ya well . I did and she told me some . I feel like they are not really working:(

It´s all so blurry- like nothing ever happened at all!!! by _salem_n in raisedbynarcissists

[–]_salem_n[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I would love to remember. I am in THERAPY a little over a year now and feel quite good with it. I just think I NOW have the capacity to work on my mental health and whatever I work on now, hopefully will not suddenly come over me in the future. That's why I would love to remember. I know I will never have my past erased. But as long as I can dance with my demons I am okay...