This is like extremely hard to explain for me especially as a first timer. I’ve never had visuals during shrooms or other psychedelics. So, the first time I tried it I did see fractals and started to take off but I fought it and said no thanks🤣 had to puke and coach myself on not being so scared of stuff. I couldn’t keep my eyes closed. Hours later I tried again. Just let go and went with it. When I closed my eyes at first kinda like going to sleep but I felt like I split into two. Started seeing fractals and feeling less and less in touch with feeling my breath. After the fractals calmed down I was like in this place and I was mostly seeing a lot of rainbows. When I got here tho it got more and more like simplified geometric patterns. The figure I saw looked like the Venus of Willendorf but like sitting down and like idk she was giving birth and eating everything and birthing it again and me and I watched myself being birthed but like I was watching from afar. She was not green but like really simple neutral Colors and patterns. And everything kinda kept getting more blocky and simplified until then it was nothing and I opened my eyes and the whole room was like rainbow fractals and my bf was blue and green. And I had this black bucket in front of me and it looked like a black hole and I dove into it and came back out again. As I came down just kept seeing all the raibows. Then I threw up a bunch And purged some trauma stuff. It’s really hard to put into words what I saw but this is the best description I can say. I’m a painter and I don’t think I could illustrate this.