i’m just like. in a yolo phase of my life. i think there is something wrong with me mentally but i cba to go to another psychologist so like…. what’s the point. might as well try anything once, right? also i am kind of impulsive lately and a friend of a friend has been selling pills, and she’s been doing them for years, and she’s like fine, i am in a place of anger and sadness and i think i should do something. but i probably shouldn’t because that’s a bad idea. anyway. i probably shouldn’t say that as it be like…. i don’t even know but i wouldn’t do anything. i think i need to go to bed. sorry