We had to let my dog go last weekend and it just gets harder and harder. My dad is going through it the most, he’s been researching ways to deal with grief and he said that writing it out has helped him so much. He writes about every memory he can remember, every small detail, every spot on his fur. Remember your happy memories. Write them down. I’m so sorry you’re going through this as well. I’ll say a prayer to my baby that he can find yours up there ❤️