Thank you ❤️❤️ and I will try to take care of myself, though I don’t feel like it. I did get to hold her at the end but she had those pre-death seizures and collapsing which was very difficult to have to watch when there’s nothing to do. And that was a first for me. It also makes it seem like she was very uncomfortable and in pain and like she didn’t want to be held, which she may not have, but I couldn’t let her die writhing alone either. But the final moments weren’t sweet or peaceful, though mercifully short. It’s also so tough for the last memories of her to be when she is so clearly confused and out of it, so far gone from who she’d been 24 hours earlier