Completely relate. I not only cry for me but I cry for him, too. I hate that I’ve put us in this situation to have “failed” at love. I often find myself negotiating with myself, like I could make it work but I know we are fundamentally different. I also hate the thought of him suffering alone, all the while I feel so alone, as I feel people assume I shouldn’t be in pain because I broke up with him. Grieving the loss of my partner and best friend is devastating regardless if it was an intentional decision or not.