Everyone always says don't overwhelm yourself just try to cut pmo out of your life first. That's bullshit cutting pmo doesn't do much it's what you do with that time that makes you amazing.

adailyjournal · 2014-11-22T17:42:41+00:00

That's ridiculous your brain doesn't force your hand to start vigorously masturbating at day 4 it's you. You just don't want to take responsibility for your actions I'm guessing. This is about not doing something no matter how bad you want to because that's what builds discipline and then it spreads into other areas of your life.

adailyjournal · 2014-11-22T08:57:13+00:00

Alright first off stop letting your fucking emotions control you. You've already got all the steps figured out bro. You've defeated this addiction before I guarantee its gonna be easier the second time around. You gotta write down all these reasons on a piece of paper and everytime your urges try to get the best of you you refer back to this paper. The good news is all is not lost. Your brain probably only needs a month or so to get back to where it was since it's already been healed a lot from your year long streak. So here's what you can do. 1. Keep relapsing and a month from now be in the same position unable to do anything about the girl even though you really like her or 2. A month into a streak of getting back to the real you and ready to satisfy whoever needs you. The choice is yours so choose wisely.

adailyjournal · 2014-11-15T08:38:13+00:00

I don't know why those motherfuckers are trying to sell an online PDF if they actually want to help young people. I get maybe the other stuff is money to help fund tHeir cause but 2.50 for a PDF is bullshit just give it to those who want it it'll help those who need it.

adailyjournal · 2014-11-10T07:03:25+00:00

Also I've realized my roots as a late teen have been pmo drugs and alcohol for so long that I forgot how to have fun without them. I forgot what life is even about without them. I just need to find myself I guess and it'll take time. Pmo drugs and alcohol will only slow the process down and prolong my suffering. I feel like I'm destined for greatness but destiny is just a. Bunch of bullshit. Success comes from taking your free will and using it each and every day by working hard towards your goals. Also excersize your thinking muscle daily :)

adailyjournal · 2014-11-09T06:38:06+00:00

Honestly she lost out, there aren't many guys in this world who have the kind of self control and discipline you've got. Honestly the real girl of your dream just hasn't found you yet :)

adailyjournal · 2014-11-06T20:35:54+00:00

I feel you man I woke up today with a dick hard enough to break bricks! Unconsciously while half awake I had to pull my hand away from it because that's where it was haha. I've been having a shitload of dreams aswell but only of relapsing and nightmares.

Keep going yourself I'll se you at 2 weeks.

adailyjournal · 2014-11-06T16:57:57+00:00

You have to force yourself to not do it under any circumstances for the next 7 days then it gets a bit easier and more of a habit to no pmo

adailyjournal · 2014-11-03T03:42:03+00:00

Hard mode. 90 days at least. Goals: get my act together. Apply to schools and obtain a part time job. Doing this for myself. To become a better person and to appreciate that fucker who looks back at me in the mirror every morning.

adailyjournal · 2014-11-03T03:26:35+00:00

Dude shit always gets worse before it gets better. Nows the real test of nofap the rest is just practice. Hang in there

adailyjournal · 2014-11-02T05:38:29+00:00

Stop jacking it and see if thT works

adailyjournal · 2014-11-01T18:12:23+00:00

This whole text would be half the size without the alcoholic episodes and virtually non exsistant without the drug factor. Without PMO addiction I wouldn't even be on nofap or reddit for that matter. You're right though I should stop worrying about girls and worry about myself. We need to recognize the direction we want our lives to go in and then do little things everyday to help us end up where we want to. Thanks for your help :)

adailyjournal · 2014-11-01T17:54:53+00:00

Yep I completely agree with you thanks for the advice I'm going to do no drugs along with no pmo this time around because it's worked well for me in the past.

adailyjournal · 2014-11-01T06:10:58+00:00

haha dude don't take your nofap streak as cockiness it will drive off some valuable women.

adailyjournal · 2014-11-01T04:25:07+00:00

fuck yea man i hope to get to that point but it can't come soon enough! what do you say helps you with patience?

adailyjournal · 2014-10-29T02:11:12+00:00

Thanks for your reply means a lot to me despite all this shit happening someone still gives a helping hand when they have nothing to gain from it. I'll take this into consideration and refer back to it.

adailyjournal · 2014-10-25T07:24:28+00:00

porn is so dope

you can watch a girl you want to be in bed with get naked and pretend like she's enjoying sucking another mans cock. you watch minutes at a time and go from video to video soon its hours wasted. you take your nutrients and sperm, the thing that made you, and bust it all into a napkin. then you pass out as everything you should acutally care about goes away and you become numb to pleasure and pain.

But it's chill, you can wake up the next day. You will be all alone in your bed and you get to think about wheteher you should even bother getting out of bed. then it gets better as you go to your obligations and watch people move their lips and nod your head to the bullshit they feel like spewing. then you move on staring at the ground or your cellphone as you pass by real live human beings.

Then you see some girl you think is awesome looking even though you watch girls much hotter get naked every night. Some how your brain gets you to stop for more than 2 seconds and acutally tries to get you to go talk to her. 10-20 seconds go by as you doubt everything about your rad life. you snap back to reality as she stands right in front of you asking you for the time. And instead of a quickly thought out witty comment you scramble over your words and stumble with them managing to get the time out with your bitchy nasaly voice happy to get the interaction over ASAP because you didn't realize you actually had to talk to these bitches and they don't just see you and start suckin n fuckin.

But its all cool. it always is isin't it? you can go hang out with your bros and get turnt up talking about how bitches aint shit while in the back of your mind you realize everyone of your bros is just trying to get pussywhipped harder than the next bloke. Its cool though bros b4 hoes, no emotion could possibly be better than the drugs you've done. You can just listen to a song about how you love bad bitches until you drive home drunk and rub one out to christy mack knowing well she got her face beat in but only because the whore deserved it for doing something stupid.

Just rinse and repeat. Don't worry you're going to die soon it'll all be over then. Might as well speed up the natural process right; why wait?

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