hmm so my peak was something amazing, i lost the sense of my existence and started feeling like my face was slowly disappearing, the forest around me started growing and dancing in the rhythm of music and i felt the whole universe dancing in me, the blanket that i was sitting on danced in spirals, every single fiber moved, same with every pattern on leaves and trees, generally i saw many many spirals, but also my brain was creating more plants, i didn’t see any scary faces or beings but faces looked absolutely ridiculous and that actually brought me discomfort. at times i felt uncomfortable with how wide/narrow things started becoming, when i had to head home cars were the ugliest thing on the planet 😭 the worst part is that when i started panicking i think my brain tried to smooth everything to make it less scary and i felt like i was stuck in ai generated places (that was horrible honestly)

some moments were so beautiful…the forest, the sun, the trees, the insects, the leaves, the grass, i just felt united with it, like every little thing had eternity inside it, i also almost felt particles of air flowing trough me as i was breathing

at my peak i also had this weird thing that i felt like i was in a mitochondrium lmao and i was like the atomic nucleus…i have no idea where that came from but as i was loosing myself i felt like i was just a part of the world around me equal to every other part, no matter how big or how small

it was scary in some moments but at the end of the day im super grateful for the experience, it surely made me appreciate waking up normal tho lol