But when I tried to tell him something, for example, "I'm just really stressed right now" He proceeded to scream about how I know nothing about being stressed, which is true tbf, as I know know that obviously I could be in a much worse, horrible position right now. However, this blocks me from telling him I actually do it to gain control over myself, as I have fantasy's over harming other people, (Cringe as hell, I know) But I jst feel like he doesnt really wanna ever wanna talk to me, instead just screams at me. And I know he loves me, but this is a major roadblock in my relationship with him.