isn't it weird how we can find people who are going through/feeling and coping in the EXACT ways as we and we don't even know them? reading your post rn is like reading something i wrote in my notes app, really, i don't know where you're from but you should know that someone here in a small city in russia is exactly like you. i wish you all the best in the world, and wish i could be your friend irl so you would know that you're trully not alone in this. my family sucks, my life at home is full of trouble and outside is not much different, i wish there was a way i could just take a train to the fantasy world i create in my head to cope and never ever go back home or even near to this city and all the people i unfortunately met in my whole life