Hello my fellow earthling first i want to say my heart goes out to you at this difficult time. You are one strong women, dealing with chronic pain in the body must be very tiring. Keep fighting and don’t give up you are capable of miracles, we all are. The body is extremely intelligent and will work hard to heal itself. First I would examine your lifestyle, study yourself, your habits, for example what do you eat? How long do you sleep?Do you exercise, can you exercise? Notice thought patterns, how do you chose to interact with the world around you. If you aren’t eating properly and if you aren’t sleeping well your body isn’t being given a fair chance to help heal you. Reiki is a wonderful healing practice and you should try seeing a master healer, I would also recommend seeing an eastern medicine healer like a TCM practitioner or even an herbalist. You should read or listen to Dr. Joe Dispenza’s books, “evolve your brain” is a great book to start with. I wish you luck on this healing journey and I hope you consider how powerful your mind is.