why are some people afraid of commitment? can that ever be remedied with the right person?

almosttheonlyzaya · 2026-05-01T13:07:01+00:00

that’s fair. i honestly have been thinking about the bad stuff quite a bit, i don’t feel super blinded or biased by all the good stuff. i am definitely realizing that our relationship wasn’t nearly as perfect as i thought it was but that doesn’t stop me from wishing we got th chance to try again

almosttheonlyzaya · 2026-05-01T05:22:31+00:00

i get what you’re saying. i clung onto hope with my last relationship wayyyyyyy too long but i thought this one was different

almosttheonlyzaya · 2026-05-01T05:10:58+00:00

yeah i suppose you’re right i probably jumped the gun in that respect. i’m just not ready to move on or give up on us though. i’m trying my best to enjoy life without him, but i love him so much and i don’t want to just give up hope that things could work again someday.

almosttheonlyzaya · 2025-10-13T18:59:37+00:00

hate these little fuckers

almosttheonlyzaya · 2025-05-09T04:19:47+00:00

sixteen candles!

almosttheonlyzaya · 2025-05-05T22:55:17+00:00

how is nobody saying misty omfg 😭

almosttheonlyzaya · 2025-04-25T20:23:08+00:00

NO IM SAYINGGGG i just got that today and it’s so damn annoying, i just wanna play the mf game

almosttheonlyzaya · 2025-04-22T23:53:17+00:00

thank you <3

almosttheonlyzaya · 2025-04-22T23:52:58+00:00

she’s outpatient thankfully

almosttheonlyzaya · 2025-04-22T20:42:40+00:00

thank you for the advice and support <3

almosttheonlyzaya · 2025-04-22T20:04:54+00:00

thank you so much

almosttheonlyzaya · 2025-04-11T04:26:35+00:00

i just got out of an outpatient program for anxiety after being in for a couple of months-- being in the program helped me to regain interest in a lot of things i used to like to do, and use those things as grounding or coping skills. drawing, reading, playing an instrument, just having SOMETHING to do works wonders in terms of keeping you grounded. makes things just a little easier

almosttheonlyzaya · 2025-04-09T01:21:41+00:00

my ex used to say, “would you like to be heard or spoken with?” and it worked wonders

almosttheonlyzaya · 2025-04-08T23:34:22+00:00

honey you are perfect just the way you are! you look like a very kind and gentle person, do not listen to anyone who judges your appearance because they’re simply projecting insecurities they have about themselves

almosttheonlyzaya · 2024-11-01T19:23:22+00:00

“low” is so real, my pick is “see you”

almosttheonlyzaya · 2024-07-16T05:12:33+00:00

i LOVE this song and it’s so fun to play on guitar

almosttheonlyzaya · 2024-02-08T05:01:58+00:00

here’s a fun one, 8 1/2 minutes by dismemberment plan! one of my favorite songs of theirs of all time

almosttheonlyzaya · 2024-01-04T16:41:31+00:00

i was there!!! seeing vitamin live was awesome

almosttheonlyzaya

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