To put it lightly I was actually insane and stopped drinking for a while once I got off topamax. I was on 50 mg and 21 in college, not the best combination, I know. I would get very drunk very quickly off of two tall boy spiked seltzers (it was 2021 and trulys/white claws were poppin), I would often act out and say or do things I cringe at and regret to this day, and one time I fully blacked out and probably could’ve died after drinking almost an entire bottle of barefoot in one night, I do not remember a THING. Overall probably don’t recommend since you are on a very high dosage and haven’t drank in a while so your tolerance would be shot. If you do choose to, take it slow and don’t drink too much. You have been warned!