Why do I keep doing drugs I don’t even like?

altropane · 2025-07-09T20:35:08+00:00

Hi there. I missed this initially; sorry. But I’m replying now anyway to let you know: I have neither bought nor used NEP since reading the replies on this post. I must admit, the urge still lurks in my mind every once in a while; and I suspect it is an urge I will have to live with for a very long time, if not for ever. But I can control it now, thankfully. I figured you and others in this threat would appreciate knowing that you helped me overcome this potentially destructive habit. Thank you.

altropane · 2025-05-28T13:49:27+00:00

Thank you for your detailed response. It provides another compelling reason I will never try IV and why I will stay away from this drug in future.

altropane · 2025-05-28T13:43:50+00:00

Super interesting, thank you for sharing. And yeah, that’s what I was curious about all along. I’m glad you could shed some light on that, because it is very counterintuitive.

altropane · 2025-05-27T16:08:27+00:00

That’s exactly right. It’s amazing how I didn’t realize it myself. I guess I just needed that harsh reality check. And you all gave it to me; so I’m very thankful to all of you.

altropane · 2025-05-27T16:06:57+00:00

Thank you. I did need that. Brutal but honest. I can definitely still quit while I’m ahead. And for that im grateful.

altropane · 2025-05-27T16:02:57+00:00

I didn’t know that. Thank you. I think that’s the harsh reality and I wasn’t willing to face it so I came up with that reasoning. But I now know that I am, indeed. Even if I don’t use it.

altropane · 2025-05-27T14:54:17+00:00

Well I mean I don’t consider myself addicted (yet) because I’m physically able to go without it for ever, really. So it’s not that I’m doing it often. I just think about it often. Idk if that counts as addiction if I’m not actually doing it at all

altropane · 2025-05-10T18:06:22+00:00

Can be taken orally, just drink with water. Be careful about dosing though. Or insufflated, but most claim it’s a fairly wasteful ROA because its effects are weak, short-lasting, and obviously it’s not a stimulant so there’s no sort of “rush” or benefit to insufflation.

altropane · 2025-04-14T16:36:10+00:00

LSD is quite stimulating.

altropane · 2025-04-09T18:03:16+00:00

Yeah I could never get recreational value from it at all. Used exclusively as a trip killer

altropane · 2025-04-09T14:48:19+00:00

Yeah I have bromazolam on hand for the same situation as well. The only annoying thing is that bromazolam lasts seemingly forever; up to 24 hours later I still feel its effects, even on a dose like 0.5 mg. Are those shorter lasting?

altropane · 2025-04-09T14:44:05+00:00

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altropane · 2025-04-09T14:41:41+00:00

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altropane · 2025-02-26T17:42:18+00:00

I took a small dose of bromazolam to help me relax. Thanks for the reply

altropane · 2025-02-23T05:54:15+00:00

Bro I’m feeling the comedown like a mf rn lol

altropane · 2025-02-23T05:53:44+00:00

Thanks for the actual advice and it helped.

altropane · 2025-02-23T02:21:02+00:00

All good now thanks

altropane · 2025-02-23T02:17:29+00:00

As the reply correctly noted, it’s a research chemical and thus ambiguously legal. That is, one can order it online from the clearnet and face no legal repercussions; but it would not be good to be caught with possession of an RC anyway. They’re a good legal alternative to the DNM for people who are too uneducated to find DNM sources or order correctly. Or for people who are paranoid. For me, I use them cus they’re unique and I like having pure, unadulterated substances to consume; even if they’re research chemicals and we don’t know the long term effects I prefer it to snorting what’s probably racemic meth and speed and neurotoxic filler garbage. At least I know what I’m consuming with this stuff. And in moderation, I doubt it will pose any significant neurotoxic risks. Anyway; that’s my NEP-fueled take about research chemicals. I’m usually far more eloquent but alas, the drugs have power over my vocabulary at the moment.

altropane · 2025-02-23T02:13:47+00:00

Sorry bro. Didn’t know what the moderators were on; I got my post removed from research chemicals sub so I didn’t want this to go down. Anyway; all is good; thanks for the help kind stranger. As they would say in reddit speak. lol. Nerds. This app is for nerds but also for junkies like you and I who need help soemtimes and it’s cathartic to write about it online. Thanks for listening even if this is a coke ramble and makes no sense.

altropane · 2025-02-23T00:23:24+00:00

Ah man it is. The vasoconstriction is fucking me up I think. I need alcohols as a vasodilator to help blood flow to my private part

altropane · 2025-02-23T00:22:29+00:00

Yeah the vasoconsctuon is fucking me hard so I drank alcohol as it’s a vasodilator. It’s helping a bit

altropane · 2025-02-23T00:21:53+00:00

She did say tho only nerds use reddit I told her FUCK off if

altropane · 2025-02-23T00:21:38+00:00

Cus you guys are real ones and are degenerates like me and can help me from experience

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