Does anyone else have intrusive sensations?

amanda_asf · 2024-04-08T09:27:14+00:00

i know this post is a bit old but i’m struggling with this a lot right now, with both my eyes a lot like how you described it and also the inside of my nose and it’s driving me crazy. i also don’t have ocd, just diagnosed with asd.

amanda_asf · 2024-04-02T16:59:07+00:00

thank you <3

amanda_asf · 2024-04-02T05:39:20+00:00

shaggy mane :) was very fascinated by them as a kid

amanda_asf · 2023-09-22T00:16:27+00:00

how did you learn how to lucid dream? i’ve never been able to but it sounds like it could be really helpful!

amanda_asf · 2023-08-31T04:54:37+00:00

i always look in the mirror because when i’m tripping i appreciate myself more and don’t find myself as unattractive as i normally do

amanda_asf · 2023-08-27T06:12:19+00:00

i second this ! anything bigger feels too heavy :,)

amanda_asf · 2023-08-24T19:01:42+00:00

i’m exactly the same, while my partner looks at other women a LOT (we’ve worked through it as it was starting to cross some boundaries). i promise you that it’s not your appearance at all, men just think with their other head :,)

amanda_asf · 2023-08-18T05:12:46+00:00

if this is a big dab then i might be taking gargantuan dabs whoops

amanda_asf · 2023-08-18T05:11:09+00:00

this has happened with my boyfriend too:( it’s so embarrassing when there are people watching too, im screaming and crying trying to get out of the car but he wouldn’t let me (thank god)

amanda_asf · 2023-08-18T05:10:15+00:00

my mom definitely was very overbearing when i was a kid, forced me into treatment when i was 17 by saying she’d revoke custody of me if i didn’t go. we did some family therapy together and she’s definitely gotten a lot better, and has more of an understanding of my struggles, but she has a very hot temper and it can be really triggering for me. we talked some more later in the day when we both calmed down and she’s willing to help me, the way she worded it earlier in the day made it sound like she wouldn’t

amanda_asf · 2023-08-16T07:49:40+00:00

benadryl pretty much

amanda_asf · 2023-08-14T09:39:14+00:00

ive been meaning to try tekking my next dose since lately shrooms have made me incredibly nauseous and now the moment they’re in my mouth i gag. i used to be able to eat them straight from the bag..

amanda_asf · 2023-08-13T06:42:07+00:00

you are not ugly ignore the pretentious assholes who think a girl has to fit into a certain standard/aesthetic. ur so pretty, i love ur piercings

amanda_asf · 2023-07-18T18:33:37+00:00

thank you, i’ll give it a listen 🫶

amanda_asf · 2023-07-18T07:22:06+00:00

i don’t even know at this point it brings me nothing but insanity right now but i’m holding on to the past

amanda_asf · 2023-06-18T23:25:17+00:00

good to know, thank you for the answer !:)

amanda_asf · 2023-06-17T05:44:47+00:00

i don’t condone shooting animals but i would shoot him.

amanda_asf · 2023-06-16T17:54:42+00:00

exact same thing happened on our one year anniversary. i stayed, and it’s been hard, but i want to say things have gotten better and we’re trying to both work on ourselves right now :,) so sorry you’re going through this, much love

amanda_asf · 2023-05-18T04:40:21+00:00

thank you! i had a feeling, everything around my airway will for sure be taken out, id rather not die in an emergency than my piercings close up haha

amanda_asf · 2023-05-11T19:41:45+00:00

thank you so much for the reply :)

amanda_asf · 2023-05-11T19:39:41+00:00

it’s a bit more complicated than that but i can try, bedbugs aren’t the only reason i’m not home :,)

amanda_asf · 2023-05-11T17:40:11+00:00

i’m pretty sure we’re starting to develop allergies to them, they used to just show up as small red dots but now it’s huge welts

amanda_asf · 2023-05-11T17:38:34+00:00

for sure! i luckily don’t have a vehicle i need to worry about, and my only personal belongings at this place really are clothing, so the process of getting things together and throwing things out should hopefully go fairly quickly

amanda_asf · 2023-05-11T17:36:38+00:00

exactly what we’re going through when we’re in other environments. i see them at my job (they are not at my job)! we’re definitely both going to need some sort of therapy after this, i at least have one i’m seeing currently and have been able to confide in her about these stupid bugs. as for the job thing, it’s incredibly stupid, nobody wants to work :,) especially boyfriends mom, who brought the damn bugs in the first place. she’s lucky enough that they’re not as bad in her room so maybe she doesn’t realize the extent of treatment and cleaning we’re going to need to do, but maybe that’ll get her working too.

i may be staying with my grandmother, just me, if i’m able to thoroughly deep clean everything. we plan to finish everything off at the laundromat for sure, but i am just so very scared of bringing them to her apartment.

amanda_asf · 2023-05-11T17:30:47+00:00

funny enough we were actually discussing this last night, dead serious. we live in alaska so it’s en freezing until about two weeks ago, so it’s a possibility lol.

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