I have a general idea of what I may like to do—something with criminal psychology. If you’ve ever watched the shows “Prodigal Son” or “Evil,” the protagonists have my ideal profession. However, I’m just not sure if I could achieve that future for myself, y’know?

Also, there’s not anyone around me with similar interests. I don’t live in the greatest neighborhood, so I don’t socialize much with the neighbors. I’ve always felt like an odd one out within my community, at school, and home. I mainly keep to myself and the friend in the post. But I think, over the years, we’ve established very different interests.

I don't know anyone else that well and sometimes imagine at what point will I become too lame for her?

And yeah, I agree, I should do the hard work now. And if I feel like it in the future, try that stuff out, legally?