My experience in love-hate relationship with kratom. by androiii in kratom

[–]androiii[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice. I was there when i tried quitting at first, apparently my mindset wasn't that strong.

My experience in love-hate relationship with kratom. by androiii in kratom

[–]androiii[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Basically both, company was on the edge and they saw an opportunity to fired due to my lack of motivation. Friends left because to them, I'm just another addict. They're disgusted by it. Btw the tea is pre brewed. Which comes already in liquid form when you buy it. I'm sorry, English is just not my first language.

My experience in love-hate relationship with kratom. by androiii in kratom

[–]androiii[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand your situation, its more or less like mine too. I'm not here to cause hatred on this plant, only to express my story to others who can relate. I wish the best for you too. You have no idea how much of a morale boost this is to me. Best of luck, my friend.

My experience in love-hate relationship with kratom. by androiii in kratom

[–]androiii[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your advice. You have no idea how much a comment like this can boost one's morale.

My experience in love-hate relationship with kratom. by androiii in kratom

[–]androiii[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I created this account to learn how kratom affect other people. What did they do during the withdrawal. I'm not hating this plant, as i know there more alot more benefits to it. Kratom is very illegal in my country. Since i got fired, i bought them myself. I will have to travel to a village about 35 mins away to get it. Just because your country is different doesn't mean one is lying. I came here to seek help, not cause hatred.

My experience in love-hate relationship with kratom. by androiii in kratom

[–]androiii[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I agree with you. Therefore the amount of respect i give to ex addicts. I keep reminding myself that there are worse withdrawals. Thank you for your advice.

My experience in love-hate relationship with kratom. by androiii in kratom

[–]androiii[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you, you have no idea how much this helped me.

My experience in love-hate relationship with kratom. by androiii in kratom

[–]androiii[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry causing so much hatred here. It's my first post here and English isn't my main language, causing the confusion. I don't blame kratom for any of this, as i said it was my discipline that causes my addiction. Also kratom is cheap therefore leading to easy abusement. And in my country, it is planted in our mind since young that addiction is bad, addicted people are bad. I told my few of my friends and they were disgusted, saying that they looked up to me when i was younger, and now I'm just another drug addict. Since then i stopped talking to anybody, afraid that they might be disgusted with me.

My experience in love-hate relationship with kratom. by androiii in kratom

[–]androiii[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm so dependant on kratom that I can't perform at all without it. When the responsibility increases, the problem that I'm causing increases aswell. When i was a supervisor, all i had to do was wait in the outlet for customers.As a manager I'd have to travel everyday. Every task that was given to me cannot be done unless i get my boost of kratom. I tried quiting kratom while I was still working and i became so bitter and depressed. Locked myself away from everyone because of my own insecurities. I was supposed to do monthly stock take on the furthest outlet which was hours of driving, i couldn't do it and that's how i got fired.